Ways of a Villain [BL]

Cʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀ Oɴᴇ

What a hopeless situation.

I reincarnated as the main villain of the novel, Persona: Ten Thousand Ways To Kill You.

It's been eighteen years. I've been here for eighteen years, yet I have made no progress. I tried to persuade them but it was useless, I failed. I endured everything, but still failed.

I tried being good, but in the end, they always see me as evil. I tried to understand them 'till the very end, but I was stepped aside. I was cast aside.

I tried to get out of the plot, but also failed. I can't get out! Whenever I do something, it always turns out bad. Even if I almost used all the protagonists tactics! Does it only work for the protagonists? What about me?

Am I really gonna be a loser forever? Am I bound to failed until I die? Am I gonna be a villain forever? Can't I just rest?! Well, I'm not the villain! Why must I, a reincarnator only, need to received this treatment?!

How am I gonna survive here? All of them have turn their backs on me, I'm alone now. I have no one. None of them stayed. The Higher-Ups had their eyes on me. The nobles has a bad impression of me. My family doesn't care about me.

They're a traitor! They said they would never betray me! They just used me to rose up high from their filthy ranks! They used me!

Am I just a stepping stone? Do they talk bad about me behind my back? Probably, yes.

I trust them so much. Because they don't look disgusted by the sight of me. And here I am, believing their shameless lies!

No. I never believed them. I tricked myself. I knew they hated me in the first place, but they don't show it to me because they are low ranks. Am I idiot enough to be happy from that small disgusting act? Maybe yes. Seeing as how I suffered today.

I know they're the same! But I chose to ignore it. I choose to be blind.

But what can I do? I don't want to be alone!

They used me. They sacrificed me.

Aren't I the one who solved that case? That suicidal mission case?! Why do they praise her when it was me who solved?! Why do they respect her so much when it was me who almost sacrificed his own life to gain their favor?!

Why is it always her, who had done nothing be the one that has the most favor?! Why is it unfair?! Is it because she is bound to help the protagonists in the end? And I'm the villain who can only do nothing but evil?! Screw that!

But when I do something evil, nothing changed. It's as if it was normal. It was as if that's me, my nature..... myself.

It's when I feel most comfortable, when I do something bad, evil.

I feel a strange comfort of doing something evil.

So is being a villain the only thing that can help me get out of this f*cking situation? If being a villain is the only way, then why not? It's not my fault anymore, it's not my fault that I can't wait anymore. I can't wait anymore!

Cause if I stay any longer, I don't think I can handle it anymore. I don't think I can still stay sane, after all this time.

I have enough! I'm a villain, alright, so don't blame me when I kill you all!

It's your faults! I did not do anything!

Screw all of you!

Die!

Your deaths will only be the thing that will and can make me happy!

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If I want to win, then I probably had to make connections. And I know just the right persons.

I've prepared already.

"Shai, you are the butler of the Blackwell Family assigned to me, yes? Tell them I've already decided." I ordered this old man who felt disgusted just by the sight of me, what more is that talked to him. He don't need to worry, the feeling is mutual.

"You don't have the right to order me." he fiercely answered while glaring. Oh yeah? I just remembered, all of the servants here used to act arrogant around me. They feel superior when I'm around. Let's turn the tables now.

Back then I used to ignore their actions as I was treated garbage here since I reincarnated. But not now. Who needs to hug their thighs now? I'll make sure they regret treating me like this.

"I'm still the third son of Raze Blackwell and Sheldan Blaize, and I am still a Blackwell. What would the other's think if you disobey this young master even if he is a disgrace? Even if I'm a disgrace my position is still higher than yours." his face blackened but quickly followed my ordered. He surely doesn't want his reputation to be destroyed.

Those servants who saw my strange behavior today shamelessly glared and bad mouthed me. Oh? They think I'm scared? Well then, goodluck. Brainless people.

"Disgraceful servants. Looks like you want to end up homeless today." after that statement, they mind their own business but their sense of disgust against me still hasn't disappeared. What does it feels like to be black mailed by the one who used to be black mailed by them?

I waited for more than thirty minutes for the elders of the Blackwell Family to arrived. It's not like I can blame them though. The place where the elders are staying is far from my place. The elders were the ones dealing with me. As my family felt disgusted by the sight of me.

I saw them walking towards my living room with an expressionless face and calm demeanor. The Blackwell Family only has six elders which is them. Elder Sen, Elder Ran, Elder Yin, Elder Sil, Elder Han, and Elder Wei.

"What do you want now?" a sense of distrust can be heard from Elder Yin's tone.

"Why not have a tea first?" they glance at the tea in the table first before returning their gazes at me again.

"No need." how rude. Not that I want them to have a drink tho. How dare they feel comfortable in my place?

"Okay. I'll agree about your decision to strip my title as a Blackwell." I straightforwardly answered to those impatient elders. Elder Ran smirked and asked. "So, what are the conditions?"

"I want a house near the border of the Solstice Kingdom from the south. I will also get disciples." my eyes shifted to their confused faces. I don't need their wealth, I only need a house to stay away from them. And for the sudden decision of taking a disciples in, just read.

"Hmmm....... House and Disciples, huh?" Elder Sen looked at the five elders who were with him. They talked through telepathy and after a few minutes, they are finally done.

"The house is okay. But who is the disciples? You can't take some kids randomly."

As expected, everything is going well.

I handed them a paper which they read loud.

"Secres Adolseverse. Craig Devian Solstice. Yvonne Larraine Sacrament. Rohatyn Doyle Woodwardth. Phoebe Agatha Aīzōng." after reading, they stop for a moment. Not long after, they suddenly burst out laughing. Well, if I'm in their position I'd do that too.

"Then you'll surely have no problem getting your disciples, since they are all the disgraces of high ranking families."

They laughed like a madman before leaving the room. A smirk formed in my lips after they completely disappeared from my eyes along with the servants who were listening to our conversation. I didn't mind them eavesdropping since it'll be pointless even if I tried to stop them anyway.

Well, they will most likely soon regret their decisions though.

There are no problems taking them as my disciples now.

The heroine still not consider Secres as her sister, the future crown prince has yet to meet the male lead, Yvonne is living in the shadows of her twin sister (second female lead) full of jealousy, Rohatyn is the trash of the Woodwardth’s but turns out to be a peerless genius in disguise, Phoebe attempts to poison Phoenix this time.

A perfect chance, isn't it?