i wish you would hate me
because it's what i deserve
i wish you would tell me
what you must be thinking
how i'm annoying as hell
how i'll never be a man
how i'm such a narcissistic idiot
how i'm boring and hard to talk to and i'm too awkward and you don't know why you ever befriended such a terrible person
i can't believe your kindness could possibly be real
it's not real, is it?
it's not.
after all, why would you care about someone like me?
there are so many people out there,
better people,
more interesting people,
people who can actually carry a conversation..
wouldn't you rather be with someone like that?
someone who doesn't doubt himself constantly?
someone who can properly talk to you?
someone good?
YOU ARE READING
the prospect of death enraptured him/corey's poetry anthology
Poetrythe realities of my life as a trans man from dysphoria to mental illness to sexuality, these poems cover a lot of heavy topics that are all very close to the heart. hopefully you'll find something to help you feel less alone in this lonely world.
