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¢нαρтєя 23|ѕσмєтнιηg ∂郃єяєηт💛

𝐀/𝐍:𝐆𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐰𝐡𝐨'𝐬 𝐫𝐮𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐬🙋🏽‍♀️

🎶𝙋𝙡𝙖𝙮 𝙎𝙤𝙣𝙜 🎶

𝗗𝗶𝗱 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗜'𝗺 𝗵𝘂𝗺𝗮𝗻 𝘁𝗼𝗼?
𝗛𝘂𝗺𝗮𝗻, 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂
𝗗𝗶𝗱 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗜'𝗺 𝗵𝘂𝗺𝗮𝗻 𝘁𝗼𝗼?
𝗛𝘂𝗺𝗮𝗻, 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 (𝘆𝗲𝗮𝗵, 𝘆𝗲𝗮𝗵)

𝗜 𝗯𝗲𝗲𝗻 𝗴𝗼𝗶𝗻' 𝘁𝗵𝗿𝗼𝘂𝗴𝗵 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗻𝗴𝗲𝘀 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗺𝘆𝘀𝗲𝗹𝗳
𝗕𝗮𝗱 𝗱𝗲𝗰𝗶𝘀𝗶𝗼𝗻𝘀 𝗴𝗼𝘁 𝗺𝗲 𝗾𝘂𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝗶𝗻' 𝗺𝘆𝘀𝗲𝗹𝗳
𝗡𝗼, 𝗱𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗽𝗶𝘁𝘆 𝗺𝗲, 𝗜 𝗱𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝗻𝗲𝗲𝗱 𝗻𝗼 𝗵𝗲𝗹𝗽
𝗜'𝗺 𝘁𝗿𝘆𝗻𝗮 𝗱𝗲𝗮𝗹 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗵𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗜 𝗯𝗲𝗲𝗻 𝗱𝗲𝗮𝗹𝘁 (𝗼𝗵)
𝗜𝗻 𝗺𝘆 𝘁𝘄𝗲𝗻𝘁𝘆 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀, 𝘁𝗿𝘆𝗻𝗮 𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝘁𝗼𝗴𝗲𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿
𝗜𝗻 𝗺𝘆 𝘁𝘄𝗲𝗻𝘁𝘆 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀, 𝗜'𝗹𝗹 𝗯𝗲 𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿
𝗚𝗼𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘄𝗵𝗼𝗹𝗲 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗹𝗱 𝗷𝘂𝗱𝗴𝗶𝗻', 𝗶𝘁 𝗱𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝗺𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝗶𝘁 𝗻𝗼 𝗯𝗲𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗿
𝗔𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗲𝗻𝗱 𝗼𝗳 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗱𝗮𝘆

𝗢𝘂𝗿 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀 𝗱𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝗺𝗮𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗿 '𝗰𝗮𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝗻𝗼𝗯𝗼𝗱𝘆 𝗰𝗮𝗿𝗲𝘀
𝗚𝗼𝘁𝘁𝗮 𝗸𝗲𝗲𝗽 𝗽𝘂𝘀𝗵𝗶𝗻' '𝗰𝗮𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝗹𝗶𝗳𝗲 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗮𝗶𝗻'𝘁 𝗳𝗮𝗶𝗿
𝗜𝗳 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗹𝗹𝘆 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁 𝗶𝘁, 𝗴𝗼𝘁𝘁𝗮 𝗱𝗼 𝗶𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿𝘀𝗲𝗹𝗳
𝗧𝗶𝗺𝗲 𝘄𝗮𝗶𝘁𝘀 𝗼𝗻 𝗻𝗼𝗯𝗼𝗱𝘆, 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗺𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗯𝗲 𝗽𝗿𝗲𝗽𝗮𝗿𝗲𝗱

'𝗖𝗮𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗿𝗮𝗶𝗻, 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗽𝗹𝗮𝗻𝘁 𝗮 𝘀𝗲𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗰𝗮𝗻'𝘁 𝗴𝗿𝗼𝘄
𝗪𝗶𝘁𝗵𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝗺𝗶𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗸𝗲𝘀, 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗿𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁 𝘄𝗮𝘆, 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘄𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄
𝗜𝘁'𝘀 𝗯𝘆 𝘁𝗿𝗶𝗮𝗹 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗲𝗿𝗿𝗼𝗿
𝗧𝗿𝗶𝗮𝗹 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗲𝗿𝗿𝗼𝗿, 𝘆𝗲𝗮𝗵, 𝘆𝗲𝗮𝗵

My body was planted on the hardwood floor, as my head was captured between my knees. Tears rolled down my cheek, while I began to sniff the falling snot from my nose. I'm an emotional reck right now, and I don't know why. It's like one minute, I was trying to rehearse this dance routine then the next I'm like this, balled up in the corner crying while fuckin sad music is playing in the background.