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"You can go in the dressing room and change to your last outfit, now boo." I spoke with a soft smile while I sat down my Cannon camera
It was way later in the day, and ya girl is tired as fuck. After I dropped Syair off with Zonnique. I had quickly came home to finish setting up for this photoshoot, I had to do with one of my good friends Sheik, also known as SheikTv on YouTube and Instagram.
You may know him as being real good friends with Zoie the guy that do Messy Monday on YouTube, or you may know him as that one "gay boy" that tongue kissed ChyTheGreatest during a YouTube truth or dare game, back in 2018.
Sheik always calls me out the blue to do a monthly or yearly photoshoot. Specially during the summer time . He say he be wanting to take professional thirst trap pictures so he can find him a top? I don't know chile.
"Bout time we finish this damn shoot. It's hot as hell standing up under these lights." He said so dramatically
I laughed while walking over to the corner and turning on my fan, "I know, the feeling. Specially when I'm taking pictures of Syair, that girl gets so cranky while being under these studio lights for so long. It be taking me like a week to get all the looks done."
"Awwnn I miss my little baby. How has she been?" He coo'd
"She good. Getting bigger and bigger everyday. I gotta plan a mommy-daughter day soon though, cause I feel like I'm not giving her the attention she needs."
Which is true. By me doing all of these activities and working, nonstop I've yet to do anything with Syair. I barely see her throughout the day, cause I'm working on new dances at the studio, or I'm doing makeup on people to go to the club or, planning out people's ideas in their pictures and stuff, and when I do have Syair, or pick her up, it's always late. I cook or she already ate at her aunts house, and we go straight to sleep. Then morning time, I'm waking her up and taking her to daycare.
Ion wanna be that mother that don't never have her child. But I also don't wanna be that mother that can't provide for her baby, and yes I know. Zion's in her life now but that still don't mean he might up and leave her, if he feels like it's getting tough, and/ or feel like when he make it he can leave his baby behind.
I don't know maybe I'm dragging it.
"Wow, Sevyn that's crazy." Sheik voiced causing me to come back into reality, I watched as he looked at Syair's toy cart set that stood in the corner of my studio room, piling up with fake boxes of cereal and plastic foods, along with her baby doll that was hanging out of the cart. I didn't even know it was in here if I'm being honest, Syair ass probablyrolled it in here when I was busy cookin or something I don't know,
