CHANGES/lee heeseung

extra...<3

third person pov...
-1 year later-

"you got this man..." cheered jake

"you'll do great heeseung.." cheered jay and sunoo as they hugged heeseung.

"go do it for her." said sunghoon as he patted heeseungs back

"i'm sure she's watching heeseung.." said jungwon as he hugged heeseung

"she's gonna be proud of you." said niki as he patted heeseungs back

heeseung softly smiled at the members's cheers. heeseung thanked them and made his way up on stage.

the loud cheering of fans roared through the stadium  but finally calmed down after a while. heeseung took a deep breath and spoke into the microphone,

"hello again, well i wanted to perform something extra um, today i'll be singing um two songs dedicated to someone very special to me. her name was park sarang. she passed away a year ago...today and i just wanted to share, but i deeply apologize if i become emotional..." announced heeseung

the fans cheered on heeseung as his members watched from a far behind.

suddenly ghostin by ariana grande played...

I know you hear me when I cry
I try to hold it in the night
While you're sleepin' next to me
But it's your arms that I need this time (This time)
Look at the cards that we've been dealt
If you were anybody else
Probably wouldn't last a day
Every tear's a rain parade from hell (From hell)
Baby, you do it so well
You been so understanding, you been so good
And I'm puttin' you through more than one ever should
And I'm hating myself 'cause you don't want to
Admit that it hurts you
I know that it breaks your heart when I cry again
Over her, mmh
I know that it breaks your heart when I cry again
'Stead of ghostin' him
We'll get through this, we'll get past this, I'm a boy with
A whole lot of baggage
But I love you, we'll get past this, I'm a boy with
A whole lot of baggage, yeah
Though I wish she were here instead
Don't want that living in your head
she just comes to visit me
When I'm dreaming every now and then (And then)
And after all that we been through (And after all that we been through)
There's so much to look forward to
What was done and what was said
Leave it all here in this bed with you (With you)
Baby, you do it so well
You been so understanding, you been so good
And I'm puttin' you through more than one ever should
And I'm hating myself 'cause you don't want to
Admit that it hurts you, baby
I know that it breaks your heart when I cry again
Over her, mmh
I know that it breaks your heart when I cry again
'Stead of ghostin' him
We'll get through this, we'll get past this, I'm a boy  with
A whole lot of baggage
But I love you, we'll get past this, I'm a
boy with
A whole lot of baggage, yeah

heeseung sang the song beautifully even though tears did drop out of his eyes. he couldn't handle it and all he thought about was sarang. the fans tried their best to cheer heeseung up which caused heeseung to regain more motivation.

the other members wished that they could give heeseung a hug. they all shed tears seeing heeseung cry and especially thinking about sarang.

"thank you...okay and we'll this last song...is a song that sarang and i would listen to a lot when we were together and it was our song...now the song is dandelions by...um ruth b...i hope you enjoy." announced heeseung.

Maybe it's the way you say my name
Maybe it's the way you play your game
But it's so good, I've never known anybody like you
But it's so good, I've never dreamed of nobody like you
And I've heard of a love that comes once in a lifetime
And I'm pretty sure that you are that love of mine
'Cause I'm in a field of dandelions
Wishing on every one that you'll be mine, mine
And I see forever in your eyes
I feel okay when I see you smile, smile
Wishing on dandelions all of the time
Praying to God that one day you'll be mine
Wishing on dandelions all of the time, all of the time
I think that you are the one for me
'Cause it gets so hard to breathe
When you're looking at me
I've never felt so alive and free
When you're looking at me
I've never felt so happy
And I've heard of a love that comes once in a lifetime
And I'm pretty sure that you are that love of mine
'Cause I'm in a field of dandelions
Wishing on every one that you'll be mine, mine
And I see forever in your eyes
I feel okay when I see you smile, smile
Wishing on dandelions all of the time
Praying to God that one day you'll be mine
Wishing on dandelions all of the time, all of the time
Dandelion, into the wind you go
Won't you let my darling know?
Dandelion, into the wind you go
Won't you let my darling know that?
I'm in a field of dandelions
Wishing on every one that you'll be mine, mine
And I see forever in your eyes
I feel okay when I see you smile, smile
Wishing on dandelions all of the time
Praying to God that one day you'll be mine
Wishing on dandelions all of the time, all of the time
I'm in a field of dandelions
Wishing on every one that you'll be mine, mine

heeseung finally finished with a small smile, "thank you everyone for listening and supporting! i love you guys so much!" said heeseung as he wiped away some tears from his eyes.

heeseung made his way out of the stadium and was greeted by a group hug from all his members who were crying as well. heeseung tried his best to hold in his sobs but failed and sobbed loudly.

the members hugged heeseung tightly and complimented him on his performance. all heeseung wished was to receive one last hug and kiss from sarang.

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