Two complete opposite. Two wondering souls looking for a place to belong.
Gianna, 18, is a fragile girl who is longing to be loved. By anyone, brother, father even lover, she is just looking for someone to fill that void she is trying so hard to...
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A Few hours passed since we left the house and the two girls have over a hundred missed calls from the guys. A few form their parents yet the three of us sit in Mateo's office in the back of once of his strip clubs. Alessia laid not he couch, me spinning around in his desk chair and Lucinda sat on the opposite couch.
"We are fucked you know." Alessia chuckles and I hum in response as I continue spinning, my hair is some what dry now and the shirt is still absolutely massive on me.
"So is it a big deal that Lucinda's pregnant outside of marriage?" I question and an awkward silence fills the room as my question floats through the air. Alessia huff as well as Luce realising a silent sigh before she rests her head back on the couch.
"Everyone knows that the men aren't virgins, they screw women like its a sport. But for women, in the cosa nostra it is as if we were set back years with feminism. We simply go where our husbands go, we do as they ask. We are only allowed to be intimate with one man, if it got out that Luce was pregnant and not wed to Lorenzo, she would be seen unfit to wed him anyway." Alessia explains and I sigh.
"Its down to mens egos at the end of the day , they simply like the idea of being with one women. However Enzo knew when I met him I was far from a virgin and he didn't mind. Mateo is aware of my past however thats as far as the knowledge goes. His parents aren't away either are any fo the group." Luce sighs as I hear the sadness in her voice my chest pings with an uneasy feeling.
"Women in this life are simply pawns for the men. We keep them busy. Hardly none of them stay loyal to their wives yet thats the price you get for falling in love with a man in this world. You simply dot fall in love, you have you survive and love is probably what will get you killed." Alessia slurs as the alcohol begins to kick in.
"Thats not true, Mateo and Enzo love with of us. I don't see neither of them being unfaithful to us." Lucinda hopes however Alessia is right.
"Are you serious, Mateo invited Jess around at three in the morning. What does that mean to you Luce, a freaking sleepover and pillow fight now. She's a booty call." Alessia continues as she lifts the remainder of the tequila into her mouth.
The feeling that spreads through my body is one i've never felt before. Ive been hurt physically and emotionally yet this one is the worst of them all. The feeling of my heart tearing apart in my chest is one that is enough to knock you sick. Whether it is the alcohol or the pain that is causing the nausea I will never know but before I know whats happened I am hunched over emptying my stomach onto the floor behind Mateos desk.
"Fuck." Alessia says as she grabs another bottle of tequila from the mini bar. "Yeah if we weren't dead before now, we definitely are now." She explains optioning the bottle to the pile of sick on the floor.
"can we go check out the strip club." I ask and the two girls chuckle.
"we aren't allowed on the floor. It's filled with creeps." Alessia says, she lowered her voice as if she was intimidating someone. I chuckle standing from the couch, I jump over the pie of sick tugging the shirt down my legs.
