Ateez Little Space

86-WooSang : Had enough

Little : wooyoung
Caregiver : yeosang
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Wooyoung's POV :
Having a tight schedule isn't something new to ATEEZ , performances , practice , recording , shooting , fanmeeting ...etc . But this time and for the first time , i am having a tight individual schedule and it's stressing me out . Kingdom , Artist of the month ,  practice , recording and above all this we have a trip to Jeju Island . I sat on the stairs of the dorms waiting for the others to go , i was so lost in my thoughts that i didn't notice everyone standing there
'' juuung woooyouuuung '' yunho yelled and i jumped in my spot
'' for god's sake lower your voice'' i said a bit angrily
'' woah , wooyoung hyung requesting calm '' jongho said surprised and i just rolled my eyes walking next to san
'' you good ? '' the leader asked and i nodded
'' i didn't have enough sleep '' i said rubbing my eyes
And i wasn't lying , we finished the practice at 6p.m , i went out to eat then came back to prepare for my performance , and stayed there till 4a.m , and had to wake up at 6 a.m
'' if everyone is ready , we will go '' the leader announced and we all nodded , i waited for yeosang to get in first before pushing through the others to sit next to him which made him chuckle
'' someone is clingy from the morning'' he said when i put my head on his shoulder and held his hand . I ignored his words and closed my eyes . Soon , i was woken up again to get in the plane , i had to smiled to the cameras , i don't want the fans to get worried .
After a long trip, we arrived to the hotel , i went to yeosang's room and he gasped when he saw me
'' at least change your clothes '' he scolded and again i ignored him .
The morning came soon and i felt like crying from how tired i was .
'' have your breakfast woo '' seonghwa hyung said gently noticing how exhausted i look
'' i will skip it '' i said taking a big ice americano , i drank it in the way to the shooting place .
We had to record the music video '' Dreamers '' .
'' wooyoung-ssi , make sure to take good care of your skin '' the make-up artist said and i nodded , i skipped my skincare routine these last days .
During the filming , i had to repeat few scenes lots of times but it ended pretty well .
'' how about we play games tonight ?! ''san suggested and i whined
'' good idea , we still have few days off '' hongjoong hyung said and i closed my eye
'' my room is big enough for all of us '' jongho said and everyone nodded walking with him
'' i will just go to sleep '' i said not waiting for a reply from them . I changed really quick and laid under the covers , i let a sigh out before my phone vibrated , i took it from under the pillow and my eyes became teary upon reading the message i received just now
The manager booked a practice room for me for the few days left here. Can't i just rest for few days ? Why ?
I sat up and tried to call the only person who came to my mind but couldn't , my mind was too fuzy and i couldn't focus so i just ran out of the room to the maknae's room , i pushed the door open which made everyone look at me with wide eyes , i immediately threw myself on yeosang and started crying
'' hey hey woo , what's wrong ? '' he asked wrapping his arms around me
'' i can't , i can't '' i repeated tightening my grip on him each time
'' i got you ,i got you baby , calm down '' he whispered sitting me properly on his lap before rocking us from a side to the other .
I calmed down few minutes later , i wss letting small sobs out, my eyes were red from how much i cried and lack of sleep .
'' can you tell daddy what it is baby boy ? '' he asked kissing my forehead and i couldn't get any word out of my mouth , which made me cry all over again
'' alright , don't say anythig kitten, i am here now '' he shushed and held me closer making me relax
'' give dada your phone princess '' he asked and i obeyed , only wanting to enjoy the comfort and the warmth . After scrolling a bit , he seemed to notice
'' is there something wrong with this room wooyoungie ? '' he asked and i just nodded holding him tighter
'' no mowe '' i whimpered not being able to do anything else except crying all over again
'' shhhhhh honey '' he whispered in my ear
'' wooyoungie '' i heard the leader talk '' can you come to hyungie for a minute ? '' he asked and i looked up seeing him smile sadly at me , i got up and walked to him before he made me straddle his thighs
'' look at me baby '' he said gently rubbing my back '' you know you can always trust me right ? '' he asked and i nodded taking my caregiver's hand in mine
'' is it too much work for you baby boy ? '' he asked fixing my hair and i hesitantly nodded letting few tears escape
'' my poor doesang '' he cooed hugging me and i hugged back
'' hyung will take care of all of it '' he said pressing a kiss to my temple and i nodded crawling back to my caregiver
'' we will go to bed together , and daddy promises he will give his lovely princess the best cuddles and kisses '' he said walking to our room after wishing the rest a good night .
We laid down under the covers , i was laying on top of him , my head in his neck and his arms around my waist
'' baby '' he called caressing my hair '' you did a great job , all of us are proud of you , you are working hard and you deserve all the compliments and love of the world . You are my good boy '' he said pressing kisses to my face which made me let the last tears and sleep peacefully for once in a long time
'' wuv chu dada''