39-SeongJoong : Names

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Little : Seonghwa
Caregiver : Hongjoong
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Hongjoong's POV :
I am looking at the screen while listening to the melody that i just made , it's hard to perfectionate things , you always need to be atentive to the smallest details and that needs a lot of focus .
I took a breath and scrolled down the page to adjust the rhytm when i jeard a knock at the door
'' come in '' i said with an a sigh as i took my headphones off .
''daddyy !!! '' i turned around and gasped as i saw seonghwa running in leaving a smiling yunho behind
'' oh h-hey hwa '' i replied wrapping my arms lightly around his waist as he hugged me '' yunho , what's happening ? " I asked
'' well , the choreographer asked our dance line to go to him meanwhile the others were called by Eden '' he shrugged
'' but i have work to do !! '' i complained and yunho rubbed the back o his neck
'' sorry hyung '' he said and i sighed'' i really need to leave now , see you at the dorm later '' he waved and i waved back
'' well seonghwa '' i started looking at the little who was bouncing on my lap '' stop please'' i ordered holding his hips still and he pouted at me but i ignored it '' now, you can go to sit on the couch quietly, i repeat , quietly , and you can watch you cartoons '' i said and he nodded before obeying me , i gave him my phone and went back to work .
I don't know how long has it been since i last took a break but i smiled satisfied about what i achieved , i stretched my arms out and i noticed the presence of seonghwa on the couch , fuck ! I didn't even check on him all this time ! I looked at the screen again and i felt guiltier when i saw that it has been more than 7 hours since yunho's visit .
I walked to the sleeping boy and started brushing his hair from his face
'' hwa '' i said shaking his shoulder gently '' wake up '' i tried again and he opened his eyes
'' hey '' i whispered and when i leaned in to give him a kiss , he sat up and rubbed his eyes
'' go home ? '' he asked with a small sleepy voice and my heart tightened
'' yes , we will go home '' i said putting my jacket on .
The second i opened the door , he went out and ran to the car , i pushed my hair back walked behind him
When we got home , he said goodbye to the driver and didn't wait for me and when i arrived inside the home , my heart broke at the sight ; seonghwa was in mingi's arms crying and the rapper was puzzled just like the other members
'' what happened in there hyung ?" Wooyoung asked me obviously worried and i just kept looking the little .
'' baby what's wrong ? " San asked the crying boy
And it clicked !
" I think i know what's the matter '' i said walking to him
'' baby boy,can you look at daddy '' i asked caressing his back from behind
'' please sweetheart ''
And finally, he gave a reaction . He looked at me with tears on his face
'' i am sorry baby'' i continued '' first i didn't mean to ignore you , and i didn't mean to deprive you of attention , and i am sorry that i was cold to you Angel '' i finished
Seonghwa in little space is a needy seonghwa , if you don't spoil him with toys or candies , you must spoil him with attention and play with him , and if you can't , at least spoil him with names and honestly that's the only thing he asks for all the time .    At this point , he was sobbing and making grabby hands to me and i complied gladly . He hide his face on my neck and continued crying for a long while
'' good boy princess '' i praised as he started to calm down '' you are daddy's sweet adorable cute baby '' i continued to whisper in his ear and he relaxed
I gently pulled away from the hug and looked at hus shiny eyes
'' hey there sweetie '' i said in a soothing voice and from the look in his eyes i can tell that he went further in his headspace
'' is someone feeling smaller nooow '' i sang nuzlling my nose against his which made him giggle happily
'' you made up ? " Yeosang asked sitting next to us and i nodded kissing the little's hand
'' look at you smiling, little hyungie '' yeosang said. Unexpectedly , yeosang was the only one who had the right to call seonghwa that without hurting hus feelings or pull him out of little space.
'' okaay now , let's change to better clothes and snuggle all night'' i said getting up  with the little on my hip .
In my way to our bed room , i heard him taking a deep breath
'' you okay baby ? ''I asked stopping and he just nodded
I closed the door and sat on the bed and started changing him , once everything is done , i pulled him to lay down and he let himself go , he immediately started sucking on his thumb
'' no darling '' i whispered and he looked at me
'' dada '' he whined which made me frown , he rarely talks when he is in a young headspace
'' i am here petal '' i comforted gently when i saw the threatening tears in his eyes
'' come and cuddle princess '' i pulled him closer and pressed kisses everywhere i was able to reach . No matter what i do i can't pay back for what happened , once seonghwa is hurt , he will be sad for days and days
'' sleep well pretty boy '' i said when i noticed his closed eyes and steady breathing
'' i really do love you my precious baby '' 

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