46-YunWooSan: I can be here for you too

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Little : Wooyoung
Caregiver : San & Yunho

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Wooyoung's POV :
'' and TA-DAAAA~~'' i sang happily as i finished building a tower of legos
'' it's so beautiful darling '' seonghwa hyung said smiling warmly at me and i giggled .
Today is a rainy cold day so we decided to stay at home and rest , all of us wanted to have homemade food , lay down under the blankets and watch TV or just sleep instead of dancing and singing .
'' whewe ish dada ? '' i asked hugging my plushie and seonghwa hyung hummed before talking
'' dada and daddy are busy sweetie , once they finish , they will come and play with you , okay ? '' he said tucking my hair behind my ear and i just nodded before going back to play with my toys .
'' hyung we need your help please '' jongho called from the kitchen , he and mingi were trying to make some kind of soup
'' i am coming'' seonghwa hyung shouted back before turning to look at me '' stay here baby '' and he went to the kitchen . I just shrugged and continued having my tea party with my bear and turtle , they are my best friends . That was the case till i heard sobs coming from one of the rooms. I stood up and walked quietly in the hallway following the voice till i found myself in front of my caregivers shared bedroom , i pushed the door opened and my heart dropped to my stomach when i saw yunho crying and san wrapped an arm around his shoulders
'' d-adda ...'' i called quietly and the crying boy turned to look at me
'' o-oh woo ... Hey baby '' he smiled and i can tell it was a forced smile . His eyes were puffy and red , his cheeks red and stained with tears , how long has he been crying ?
'' you sad ? '' i asked walking to them
'' no honey , dada is ... '' san started but stopped not knowing what to say .he is the worst liar .
'' bu' dada cwy daddy ... '' i said looking at the youngest caregiver and he gulped and looked at yunho who just coughed and held me between his arms
'' don't worry sweetheart , dada just hurt himself '' he said and i pushed myself out of his embrace which made both of them look at me shocked . Yunho's hugs are my favorite .  But he is lying to me , he thinks i am stupid and he is just acting in front of me , i can be useful too , i am not selfish , i hate receiving and not giving back . I just love both of them a lot and i don't like it when they are sad or anything.
My body was trembling with anger and i couldn't control the tears that were now rolling down my face
'' you lie ... '' i sobbed
'' no baby-'' yunho tried to reach for me but i slapped his hand away
'' wooyoung stop now '' san warned in a stern voice and that only made me cry harder . A mad san is not a fun san to be around at all .
'' NO! You no wuv me ,y-you no twust me '' i continued
'' no sweetie please ...'' the eldest between us said shaking his head but i couldn't care about that right now
'' wooyoung go to your room , you are hurting dada '' san said and i looked at him with wide eyes . I just tried to help . Fresh tears covered my eyes before i ran to my room bumping onto yeosang in the way , and shut the door . I laid flat on my bed and cried my eyes out , first because of my daddy and dada don't trust me with their problems like i do and second because even tho i saw the pain and sadness in my caregiver's eyes i continued with my speech and i didn't care about him at all .
I continued to cry for i don't know how long till i fell asleep .

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''wooyoungie ... Baby wake up '' i opened my eyes to yeosang's comforting voice , i sat up and rubbed my eyes before making grabby hands for the vocalist who immediately took me in his arms and started rubbing my back
''dada ish fine ? '' i asked with a sad tone and he looked down at me
'' you are a big boy and want to know ? '' he asked and hesitantly nodded
'' no sweetie , he is tired and stressed these days and someone ... Emmm made dada feel guilty and sad '' he finished and i hided my face in his chest crying
'' it's okay woo baby , he will be okay soon and i am sure he will accept your apology , plus he needs your hugs and kisses , i am sure it will heal him '' he said kissing my forehead and i just nodded
'' now let's go have dinner '' he stood up holding his hand out for me but i shook my head
'' daddy said to 'tay hewe '' i hiccuped and he crouched in front of me
'' it's gonna be okay , sannie isn't mad baby '' he tried again but i just shook my head and hugged my knees to my chest . He sighed and walked out of the room .
I am sure both of them are disappointed in me and i don't like seeing that look in their eyes.
I looked up when i heard the door opening and gulped when i saw that it's san . He had a blank expression on his face .
He sat next to me and silence dominated the air till my sobs took over which made his face soften
'' come here baby boy'' he opened his arms and i crashed into them
'' i sowwy daddy '' i apologized and he just hugged me and rocked both of us from side to side
'' it's okay little one '' he whispered and kissed the spot behind my ear and i just clinged more into him '' just don't think like that wooyoungie, we love you and trust you just like we want you to trust us and love us '' he lectured and i nodded
'' good boy '' he praised and i felt warm
'' let's go now '' he stood up and carried me to the table where everyone looked at us , i whined and hided in his neck
'' shhhh it's fine '' he whispered in my ear and rubbed my back .
We sat on the table and i hesitantly looked at yunho hyung who was eating silently .
After we finished eating , i ran up to my room and opened my candies' jar
'' did you ask your daddy or dada baby?" I jumped at the sudden presence of hongjoong's hyung ans shook my head
'' not fow me '' i said choosing the purple ones '' it fow dada '' i said and he cooed
'' you are a good boy baby , he will be happy , i am sure '' he ruffled my hair and i blushed
'' night  joongie '' i waved at him whe' he started leaving to his room and he did the same .
I went to the living room where yunho , san , seonghwa and jongho were watching TV in silence .
I walked to yunho and stood in front of him , he was wrapped in my blanket and was holding a mug of tea between his obviously cold hands while san was just caressing his knee with his thumb . He looked up at me and smiled weakly
'' hey baby '' he said and i put all the candies in his lap
'' it woo favowite ones , you know dat '' i giggled '' it has magic , eat it and PAH you happy again '' i said making effects with my hands and various facial expressions to dramatize every word i am saying , he looked at his lap then at me , i watched in slow motion as his eyes filled with tears again and he pulled me to sit on his lap after removing the candies and hugged me tightly
'' thank you baby , thank you '' he said and continued to cry in my shoulder and i did like he always does to me , i patted his back and caressed his hair gently till he calmed down . He looked at me
'' i didn't lie to you baby '' he said sniffling '' dada really hurt himself , he -he just broke his small fragile heart '' he said in a shaky voice and i crossed my arms over my chest and puffed my cheeks
'' dat no wight !! No huwt my dada '' i said and he chuckled . It was real this time and i smiled happily
'' i really do love and trust you princess , don't think otherwise please '' he said and i nodded hugging him again
'' okay babies to the room now '' san said smiling and i made grabby hands for him to which he complied by carrying me to their room '' you did well baby , i am proud of you '' he kissed my lips gently and i smiled
The three of us slept together that night , me sandwiched between both of them holding the daddy's hand in my smaller one and snuggling against the main dancer's chest with his arm wrapped around my waist.

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