Ateez Little Space

49-JongSang: Home

Little : Yeosang
Caregiver :Jongho
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Jongho's POV :
I am starting to lose it . The day is almost over and our dear kang yeosang almost hadn't spoken a single word . He is a quiet person most of time , i know , but not this quiet .
We recorded a variety show today and honestly , it was one of the funniest and all of us were really comfortable around the staff , except him , he forced smiles and stayed alone during breaks .
So i decided it's high time i talked to him .
After i finished my shower , i put in a comfortable pyjamas and went downstairs to have a cup of water .i chugged it and when i was going to my hyung's room , i noticed him sitting in the couch , his knees pressed against his chest , he was watching TV in the dark room , well he was starring at it , he was obviously not paying attention to what's going in the show .
I sat next to him and that made him come back to reality
'' hey hyung '' i said softly
'' hey '' he replied shortly before he went back to look at the screen .
'' you are okay hyung ? '' i asked and he nodded '' can you please look at me for a second ? '' i asked again and he huffed before doing so
'' what now ? '' he said and my eyes widened
'' why the attitude now hyung ? I am just trying to help '' i said a bit upset and mad and he just shrugged before looking down
'' what happened with you today ? You were completely off , can i know why ? Don't make me get the hyungs '' said and he just shook his head
'' you brought that '' i stood up but he held the sleeve of my shirt and i stopped
'' i ... Miss home '' he mumbled quietly and my face softened at his sad tone
I sat back down and wrapped my arms around the now crying boy
'' owww hyung , why didn't you talk to anyone about it ? '' i said rubbing his back up and down .
I froze for a second when he crawled to my lap but soon guessed that he went to his headspace
'' here baby , i have you '' i whispered pulling him closer to my chest where he continued to cry for the upcoming minutes .
'' daddy '' he called rubbing his eyes and i hummed fixing his hair
'' yes doll ? ''
'' miwk '' he said after a short silence
'' is your throat dry ? '' i asked and he nodded '' i have got you '' i got up and carried him to the kitchen with me .i sat him down on the counter and started preparing his bottle . Meanwhile the milk was warming , i went to the boy who was looking at his foot like the it's the most interesting thing in the world and i kissed his left cheek which made him look at me
'' hey '' i said in a low voice and kissed his right cheek before also kissing his nose which made him do his cute nose scrunch and i cooed
'' cute baby boy '' i said caressing his hair and he leaned onto the touch
'' i will get your milk and we will go to the room ''
Once it was done , i took him in my arms again and gave him the bottle . He lazily wrapped his arms around my neck , he kept singing a song that i believe it's a cartoon one .
When we arrived to my room , i put him in my bed before closing the window and turnig on the night light , it was a peachy pink and that caught his attention
'' you like it princess ? '' i asked and he nodded
'' do you want to light a candle too ? It will smell nice and calming sweetie ''
Little yeosang always likes soft scents and colors so i always make sure to get things that he likes .
'' yesh pwease'' he said and i ruffled his hair
'' good manners princess ''
I took all the candles i had and lined them on the table
'' which one little baby ? '' i asked and he sat on my lap before smelling each candle
'' dis one '' he pointed to the flower scented candle
'' yes your highness'' i bowed lightly and he chuckled before laying in my bed , the blankets pulled to the chin .
After i finished setting everything in place , i laid next to him and he snuggled against my chest
'' sweetheart , next time , please talk to me when something is wrong . It doesn't have to be me , you can talk to one of the other hyungs , they will surely help you and be there for you '' i said drawing circles on his back
'' and even daddy misses his family , but don't worry love , we can call them , Facetime them and maybe visit them soon , how does that sound ? '' he sat up and looked me in the eyes
'' weally daddy ? '' i chuckled and caressed his cheek with my thumb to wipe off the few tears that escaped from his beautiful eyes
'' yes baby , i will take permission and we can go '' he immediately hugged me and i hugged back kissing his jawline
'' tank chu dada. You bestie !! '' he said cheerfully and that made me feel happy and proud that i made him smile after all these sad hours .
'' no problem bubble''
He laid down again and after a molent of silence he called me
'' can we pway song in phone '' he asked and i nodded and turned on soft music in my phone
'' feel better baby ? '' when he nodded and closed his eyes to sleep , i started to play with his hair till i also fell asleep not forgeting to tell him how much i love and cherish him .