54-JongHwa : I am the hyung

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Little : Seonghwa
Caregiver : Jongho

I am in the mood to write hihihi

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Seonghwa's POV :
Does it ever happen to you that you don't know what you want to do , how to feel about things and just want to be cared and babied by someone ? If yes , you can relate to me right now .
I am currently laying on my back in the couch of the living room  , the TV turned on just for background noise .
The members were out to do their tasks ; hongjoong ans mingi went to meet up with Eden , wooyoung and san went to the gym and yeosang and yunho wanted to eat out . Jongho opted for staying at home to rest today and so i did . Honestly that wasn't my plan . I didn't expect the members to be busy , so i thought i can slip for a while and relieve all the stress by playing and clinging to them like i always do . They know that i am a little since seven months and all of them help me ,i am never in need of anything . But it still feels a bit uncomfortable since i am the eldest and i am supposed to take care of them .
I sighed and decided to go to my room and spend my time there , i was an independent little once and i can do it for a while. 
Once i closed the door , i fell to my knees and started crawling to my toys box
'' hai '' i said smiling at my pretty doll Anastasia
'' hwa wanna pway !! '' i said in an excited voice . I pulled all of my toys out and started singing . Maybe a little bit loud .
'' hyung ? '' i looked at the door when i heard the maknae's voice '' what was that lou- oh '' he said upon entering '' you are having your little party ? '' he chuckled
'' oh i-i am sorry j-jongho , i -" i couldn't talk anymore and looked down . It's not like i have never slipped in front of jongho but i was never alone with him , it has been hongjoong or yunho most of the time . I gulped as tears started to run down my face
'' hey hwa '' the maknae said in a soft voice kneeling in front of me '' it's okay , if you don't want me here when you are in your little space , i will go and let you have your time , it's okay i promise but don't cry please'' he said and that made me feel more guilty about the way i am acting toward him . But the thing is that i don't want him to leave ! I was really confused
'' howd hwa '' i cried making grabby hands for him'' pwease '' and he complied immediately
'' it's okay baby shhhhh '' he said rubbing my back gently . Jongho's hugs are warm and comforting and i love it .
'' sweetie ,can you please talk to me now ? '' he asked wipping my tears away and i pouted not knowing how to express myself
'' i ... Shy '' i said looking down and he raised my head
'' you are shy to slip around me ? '' he asked and i hesitantly nodded '' and can you tell me why cutie pie ? ''
I hesitated for a while but ended up talking
'' i am youw hyung , i pwotect and cawe about you , not othew way '' i said
'' awww baby boy '' he caressed my hair and i leaned into the touch '' your age had nothing to do with that sweetheart, you can be little and still be my dear hyung , and i can still take care of you . Princes always protect and love the princesses , isn't that right ? '' he asked and i nodded
'' just wike baby pwotect Anastasia '' i said and he nodded with a smile on his lips
'' yes just like that baby '' he said '' but in here you are the princess that we love and protect '' he winked and i giggled blushing
'' awwww so cute '' he cooed and kissed my cheeks which resulted in me hiding my red face on my hands
'' aaaaaaaaaaaaaa my heart will explose from the cuteness '' he shouted before attacking me with kisses and tickles
'' owiiie stop '' i giggled loudly trying to push him away gently but it was useless since he is much stronger than me which made me feel even smaller .
Once he stopped tickling me , he sat up right and opened his arms for me and i crawled to his lap and curled up there
'' you are so tiny baby '' he whispered and i nuzzled my nose against the fabric of his shirt
'' smeww good '' i mumbled after a while of silence '' jus' wike ... Coco '' i said and he chuckled before standing up with me in his arms
'' is that so princess ? '' he asked and i nodded playing with his red hair .
He sat me down on the counter before walking to the oven
'' what chu do jongie ?" I asked feeling more comfortable around him
'' here you go '' he handed me a cookie and my eyed glowed up , i tried to take it but he pulled his hand back
'' gimme a kiss first baby '' he said pointing to his cheek and i blushed before slowly leaning forward and pressing my lips against his skin
'' awwww thank you darling '' he said ruffling my hair and i took the cookie and started eating it while swinging my legs in the air .
When i looked up at jongho again he made a silly face and i bursted in laughter
'' siwwy maknae '' i said and he shook his head
'' you are the baby now sweetie '' he said bopping my nose and i scrunched it
'' bu-"
'' no buts baby boy , you are going to call me jongho , jongie or whatever you want but don't oblige yourself to be the hyung .and if you want i won't call you hyung '' he said caressing the back of my hand with his thumb
'' yesh pwease '' i said looking at his eyes and he smiled before kissing my nose .he picked me up again and started walking to my playroom, my legs were wrapped around his waist and i put my head on his shoulder
'' can i ..caww chu dada ?'' i asked hesitantly after he sat on the bed leaning on the wall while i was completely laying on top of him , my head still on his shoulder . I refused to pull away to look at him when he tried to do so , which apparently made him chuckle .
I relaxed when i felt him kiss my nape multiple times
'' of course you can baby boy ''
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