95- SeongMinJoong : Confused

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.... 's POV :
''daddyyyyyyy '' i came back to reality upon hearing the little calling for me
'' sorry petal '' i said when i noticed the pout on his face . He was sitting cutely on the carpet with his fluffy blue pajamas
'' chu sickie ? '' he asked putting his hand on my forehead and i smiled at him
'' me will hewp '' he said running to his toys box and took the doctor's thingies and tried to put it on but failed which made him whine
'' let me help you '' jongho said a smile on his face and helped the little put it around his neck
'' chu nuwse ! '' he clapped his hands and jongho's eyes widened .the poor maknae just wanted to help
'' hewp sickie pewson change pwease '' he said pointing at me and jongho laughed before walking to me with the first piece of cloth he found on the couch
'' i c-can do it '' i said but the main vocalist shrugged
'' i can go along with his game for a while hyung '' he said and pushed me forward gently to lean my head on his belly while he dressed me with idon't even know what .
This is bad . Getting treated like this isn't the best for me , especially with him hear , my little can't see this . No one can see me if i slip .
I pushed jongho away and both of them looked at me
'' i- i feel a bit tired ... We 'll play later baby '' i said faking a smiled and went to my room immediately . I closed the door and leaned on it before taking a deep breath . That was the moment i noticed my roommate in there . Oh no
'' you alright ? '' he asked and i nodded not daring to talk
'' are you sure ?  ''  he raised an eyebrow and i nodded again before laying down in my bed and drifted to sleep after crying silently for i don't even know how long .
When i opened my eyes , the room was dark so i checked my phone to notice it's 2a.m . Well i fell asleep at around 6p.m .
I stood up and walked downstairs to eat something. I turned the lights of the living room on and noticed the mess that was left in there but something caught my attention . The little's milk bottle . I starred at it for minutes before hesitantly walking there and taking it in my hand , and after a fight with myself and put it in my mouth not caring about the cold liquid in it . I just needed to feel something right now .
'' hyung ... '' i opened my eyes and dropped the item from my hand
'' m-mingi ... Baby it's not like that ! I-i was just ... '' i didn't even know what to say . My little just found out , and in what way . The tears started running down my face as i felt weak and lost .
'' you are in little space , aren't you hyung ? '' he asked . I couldn't read his eyes , the person who trusted me , he came to me and asked me to take care of him myself ...
'' i-i... '' i couldn't talk at all so i just looked down and held my shirt tightly in my hands . I couldn't look up or face him . I don't even knownow how long have passed since there was no noise at all .
'' hwa .. relax '' i heard another person say and looked up to notice hongjoong in front of me and mingi behind him , his eyes teary
'' give me your hands little one '' he said putting his hands out for me but i was about to move away from him
'' eyes on me sweetheart and give me your hands please'' he instructed gently and obliged , i obeyed
'' good boy hwa '' he said intertwining our hands '' good job . Can i come closer to you ? ''He asked and nodded weakly . He stepped closer and pulled me toward him , he started patting my back while rocking us from side to side . I let him carry all my weight and closed my eyes before feeling him stand up
'' shhh we are just gonna sit on the couch '' he whispered , putting me on his lap
'' come here mingi  '' he patted the spot next to him and the tall rapper walked to us , i hide my face in the leader's neck
'' do you have anything to tell hwa baby ? '' he asked and i just shook my  head tightening my grip on his shirt
'' sowwy d- hwa '' mingi said and i immediately looked up when i noticed how his voice cracked which means he is crying
'' nooo '' i said and cupped his face in my hands
'' if minnie know , hwa no have to hide and be happy'' he sobbed and my heart broke which also made me cry even harder
'' shhhhh come here '' hongjoong said pulling both of us into his embrace .
'' you both did nothing wrong alright ? You trust , care and love each other , so no need to feel any regret now , okay ? '' hongjoong said pressing a kiss to mingi's forehead and my hand  .
We stayed there for a while before i started rubbing my eyes which hongjoong didn't fail to notice
'' okay babies , let's go to sleep now '' he said gently patting my bum so i stand up then he held a hand for each of us . We went into the room and laid in my bed all cuddled up
'' minnie ... '' i called and he looked at me '' sowwy ...i no ... '' i didn't know how to tell him i can't be his caregiver anymore and it's making me feel guilty
'' doll '' hongjoong started '' it's okay hmm ? Mingi understands , he came and told le days ago how you zoned out looking at the toys or the pacifiers and how you ... Acted while someone tried to baby you or something like that '' he finished and i looked at mingi who wzs smiling at me
'' plus ... I can take care of both of you my loves '' he said blushing which made both me and mingi laugh .
The next day i woke up to see hongjoong sitting on the chair with mingi tying his hair into pigtails
'' wook dada  ! '' he said and hongjoong took the mirror to look at himself
'' wow princess '' he said '' you made daddy look 100 Times better '' he squeezed mingi's cheeks cutely which made even me giggle
'' you up baby boy ? '' the caregiver smiled at me and i shyly waved at them
'' hwa come wook '' mingi came running and held my hand pulling me to where hongjoong is sitting
'' pwetty '' i mumbled patting my caregiver's head which made him smile at me before pulling me to stand between his legs, his arms wrapped around my waist
'' not as pretty as you darling '' he winked making me giggle
'' siwwy dada '' i said squeezing his cheeks which made mingi laugh
'' can minnie do my hair ? '' i asked and mingi's face light up
'' yass '' he said taking me to sit on the other chair .
That's how hongjoong became our caregiver .

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