Ateez Little Space

94- WooSang : 8 years

Little : Wooyoung
Caregiver : Yeosang
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Yeosang's POV :
I took a deep breath as i stood in the line to enter the stage . Today is the last day of concert in Seoul . We preapred lots for it and the memories i made and i am gonna made are surely some of the best i had in my life . Yet , there was something occupying my mind . My mom . My mom had a surgery few days ago and i couldn't help but get worried , she is my mom after all . She is fine and looks healthy now but still . No one of my members know about this , me getting worried is already enough , i don't want to ruin the fun and make them question things . And when i say everyone i also mean my best friend of 8 years. Wooyoung . The boy who was my life for all those years . Everytime i look at him , i feel worse and more guilty , i know how bad it would be when he will find out . So i decided to talk about this topic today .
'' sang ! '' he jumped on my back and i gasped getting surprised
'' huh ? '' i smiled at him and he mimicked it before giggling making my heart tighten
'' i am excited about today's concert '' he said adjusting his clothes
'' and why is that ? '' i asked fixing his clothes which made him blush lightly .
'' well well ... I will show my abs '' he laughed making me smile '' then , i will prank sannie in our ending part of eternal sunshine and ...  I don't know what else but i am happy '' he said smiling brightly '' i won't cry today , so don't try to make your speech emotional '' he finished and i nodded looking down
'' wooyoung '' i called and he looked up at me with his big doe eyes
'' i love you , you know that right ?'' i said opening my arms for him and he looked at me for a while before getting in my embrace . We stayed like that for a minute before he pulled away
'' i don't want to slip now '' he said blushing and i chuckled kissing his forehead and walking away .
This is gonna be hard .
The concert went on and wooyoung was really happy , i kept my eyes on his all the time and when it was finally the ending part , i gulped and tightened my fist before starting to talk . I avoided looking at him , my mind insisted on avoiding the eye contact with him but i failed when i saw how he fell to the ground and covered his face . The silence was too loud for a second when i finished my ment
I turned to wooyoung who was trying to hold back his sobs but couldn't
He looked at me with tears running down his red face
'' but ...we were friends for 8 years ... '' he said and my heart broke on pieces .
He tried to explain how he noticed me contacting my mom lots lately but didn't bother asking because he thought she was healthy . I don't blame him at all , it's not his fault , if he knew he would've asked daily and may even visit her and all , but i just didn't want to burden my members with my personal matters .
The concert ended , and when we walked backstage wooyoung collapsed to the floor and started sobbing loudly which made all of us alarmed
'' Wooyoungie '' hongjoong hyung said kneeling next to the boy and held him close trying to comfort him . I didn't know how to approach him now
'' yeosang'' seonghwa hyung called for me and i went into the other room with him
'' my dear doesang '' he said and held me tight which made few tears escape my eyes '' our brave boy '' he continued wipping the salty liquid off my face and i sniffled pulling away
'' it's okay now right ? She is healthy and all right ? '' he asked and i nodded
'' i just didn't want to .. burden any of you '' i explained and he nodded before holding my hand
'' you will never be a burden to any of us sangie , alright ? '' he confirmed and i smiled
'' what shall i say to wooyoung ? '' i asked feeling a bit lost .
'' knowing wooyoung , he wouldn't want to talk to you right now '' he said and bitted my lower lip knowing that it is right .
'' give him time okay ? '' i nodded again and hugged my hyung again which made him sigh and hold me closer .
When we left the room , i looked around for wooyoung to finally find him sleeping on hongjoong's lap
'' don't worry yeosang , he is just tired '' he smiled at me and i nodded before kneeling in front of him to look closely at his face that was covered with dry tears' marks
'' i am sorry '' i whispered running my hand through his hair before kissing his cheek gently to not wake him up .
'' get changed , we need to leave '' the leader instructed and i went to change my clothes again .
When we went into the van , wooyoung was still sleeping but on yunho's lap this time . I sighed and closed my eyes for a while to gather my thoughts .
When i opened my eyes , san was sitting next to me
'' you really fell asleep '' he chuckled '' i have been trying to wake you up since earlier , we are home '' he said patting my shoulder and we walked inside , where Seonghwa was holding wooyoung to his chest , obviously trying to comfort him .
I didn't want to force or pressure him right now , so i just walked into our room and laid down before taking my phone out and calling my mom .
Seconds later , someone opened the door and i turned my eyes to see who it was wooyoung
''i will call you tomorrow mom .take care of yourself please '' i finished the call and sat up
Wooyoung walked to his bed and didn't even spare me a glance . I sighed and went down my bed to his , he was facing the wall , his body still shaking from how hard he was crying minutes ago . I approached him and wrapped my arms around him which made him freeze in his spot
'' go 'way '' he said weakly and i just nuzzled my nose in the back of his hair .
'' i am sorry wooyoung '' i said tightening my arms around him ,and he started crying again
'' you no wuv me '' he cried pulling his knees up and i felt my eyes burn
'' no baby no , daddy loves you and trust you honey , i just didn't want to bother anyone with it. I promise kitten '' i said weakly pressing light kisses all over his skin which helped him calm down
'' youngie '' i whispered and made him turn around slowly  , his eyes were so red from all the crying
'' my baby '' i said caressing his cheek and gently pecking his nose .
'' she bettew wight ? '' he asked and i needed a moment to understand what he meant
'' yes love , mom is doing better '' i reassured him and he nodded before looking at my shirt as if it's the most important thing in the world
'' daddy '' he whispered and i hummed caressing his hair and he hugged me so close which surprised me at first but then i knew it's his love's language soi let him give me all the needed comfort , i let few tears escape knowing that i needed this comfort from the right person .
'' i wub chu '' he said and i smiled wrapping my arms around his waist and slowly fell asleep
The next morning i woke up on my own in the bed
'' wooyoung ? '' i called knocking on the door of the bathroom but he wasn't in there so i walked downstairs to find him watching cartoons in TV
'' baby '' i whispered kneeling behind him and he turned around to look at me with his big eyes
'' good morning angel '' i said tucking his hair behind his ear and he smiled at me
'' mowning dada ''
'' did you eat ? '' i asked and he shook his head which made widen my eyes
'' and why is that, baby boy ? '' i asked and he stood up
'' so dada can make it up for youngie '' he said with an even wider smile .
I looked up at him for few seconds before laughing
'' i planned a dinner for that but breakfast can - '' he cut me off immediately
'' no bad in breakie and dinnew , wight min ? '' he said pointing  at mingi who looked up from his phone confused not even knowing what we are talking about
''i agree with wooyoung in anything and everything '' he said confidently which made wooyoung satisfied
'' okay then . whatever daddy's princess wants '' i said pulling the boy on my lap and he immediately wrapped his arms around my neck and giggled .
This boy is gonna be the death of me .