Ateez Little Space

41-WooSang : Best friend (part2)

Little : yeosang
Caregiver : Wooyoung

This is the second part of the story n°13 , read it before reading this one !
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Wooyoung's POV :
Since the incident of that day , i tried to understand how yeosang felt . i mean he became a bit distant and we don't spend much time together . I totally understand that his secret has been revealed to me not in the best way , and he may think i am pitying him or thinking it's weird , but it's really not weird at all , it's adorable and i really want him to know that, i can prove it if he just go to his little space , but in the same time i refuse to make him feel like i am pressure him , it's a complicated situation .

'' yeosang ? '' i called entering our room and he lazily hummed from the top bunk
'' me and san are going out to do buy few items for his laptop , do you want to join us ? '' i ask leaning on the door's frame , i really wish he will say yes , at least we will get spend some time together .
'' sorry , i want to rest for a bit '' he replied , yeah of course .
'' alright , next time find a better excuse '' i said leaving and closing the door a bit loudly , it's not my fault if i miss my best friend !!
'' ready ? '' san asked putting his jacket on and i nodded sighing
'' he doesn't want to come ? '' he asked and i nodded again
'' did something happen between you two ? He seems distand with you , he accepted to go with mingi yesterday '' he told me once we were out
'' no , nothing at my knowledge at least ''
We walked down the street and stopped at the specific store, i helped san choose the best items , it helped me feel a bit better .
When we went back home after having a coffee , i decided to head to my room and take a shower and maybe a nap too , but when i opened the door , i didn't expect to be met with the cutest view ever
Yeosang was laying on the floor ,sucking on his pacifier and hugging his teddy bear close to his chest , his phone playing a lullaby .
I closed the door carefully and crouched next to him , he seems destressed and peaceful like an angel which made me smile . I gently caresses his hair , and had a fight with myself if i should wake him up or not but finally decided to do it if i don't want him to get sick or hurt
'' sangie '' i shook his shoulder gently '' wake up sweetie '' i have never been gentle with anyone like this before . Instead of opening his eyes, he opted for whining and clinging to my tigh
'' okay baby , i will just take you to bed and you can finish your sleep i promise ''
What i didn't expect is his small hands gesturing for me to pick him up , i looked down at him for confirmation not wanting to make him even more uncomfortable around me but he doesn't seem to pay any attention to me since he kept his eyes close , maybe not even realizing it was me .
I stood up and put an arm under his knees and the other one around his shoulders , he was light like a leaf . I laid him down in my bed since i couldn't go up with him in my arms , he immediately relaxed and i smiled covering him with my blanket .
I choosed my clothes and took a towel before starting a shower , i made sure to make it quick since i wanted to cuddle with the cute boy .
When i got out of the bathroom , i saw him sitting in the bed starring at me , his pacifier still between his lips
'' i woke you up baby ? '' i asked walking to him and took a sit by his side .
Surprisingly he crawled to my lap and leaned on my chest
'' sangie sowwy '' he mumbled behind the pink item and looked up at me '' sangie wuv woo chu muchie pwomise'' and that made me smile
'' and does sangie trust wooyoungie ? '' i asked after kissing his forehead and he nodded and i wrapped my arms around him
'' chu no say back ...'' he murmured and i hummed puzzled
'' chu no wuv sangie ? '' he asked and his eyes got watery in a second
'' of course i love you baby !! You are my precious little one and i will do anything for you '' i said pressing kisses to his cheeks which made him giggle in the cutest way possible
'' nap ? '' he asked and i nodded before laying both of us down , he maneged to fit in my arms and hide his face in my neck
'' sleep well sweetheart '' i said wrapping my arms lazily around his waist and falling asleep too .
When i woke up , yeosang wasn't next to me so i assumed that he was big again and i sighed knowing that we have to go through a long disscussion that may not end the way i want to .
'' you woke up ? '' i looked at the bathroom door , from where yeosang just came out
'' oh y-yeah ''
He sat next to me and we let the silence take over , it was a bit awkward but yet i didn't dare say a single word
'' i am sorry for being... Like that '' he said after a while and i looked at him '' i was just embarassed that you found out even tho you accepted that side of me and you even tried to comfort me and promised to help me , i am sorry wooyoung-ah '' he looked at me with sad eyes and i smiled hugging him tightly and he hided his face in my neck , it's one of his cutest habits .
'' don't worry about it , most important thing now , is that you know i am here for you '' i said patting his back gently and he nodded
'' are you crying ? '' i asked when i felt something wet on my neck and he pulled away and shook his head before wiping his cheeks with his sweater paws
'' yes of course '' i said hugging him again . I just knew how fragile he may be and how much does his headspace mean for him
'' can we go to get the coffee like the one you got earlier ? '' he asked and i chuckled
'' yeah of course , they even sell good strawberry cheescake , you will like it trust me ''
He smiled and i couldn't feel even happier .