5. Selfish

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"You stay here I'll go in" you say Standing up to see if the shooting had stopped, it hadn't.

Steve pulls you back down behind the tree "no I'm going in"

"No way Steve your bleeding it's only gonna slow us down, they will get you" you say

"Then we'll wait until I can run again. I'm not letting you go in there" Steve says "first we need to get to a safe place"

"I know follow me" you guys run through the forest "here" you stand in the middle of nowhere.

"What is this ?" Steve asks

"It's a bunker" you bend down as you open the old rusty bunker door. You two climb down the latter and go in. It was very dark. You use the light on your gun as you and Steve walk in. You turn on some candles.

"How do you know about this place ?" Steve asks sitting down on the couch that was in the bunker.

"Rob and I came on a mission here in Russia and we stayed down here" you tell him.

"So its best you take the bed" he says knowing well what you and Rob did down in this bunker. Sex, sex and some more sex

"Okay now let me help you with that, you have lost a lot of blood" you say finding an old bottle of alcohol to sanitise his leg "it's going to sting just a little" you pour it all over his leg

"Ahhhg. Just a little ?" he says sarcastically

"sorry" you take the built out "there it's done. Just try and keep it covered for a few days" you wrap it.

"Thank you" Steve looks at you
You smile and nod.
You stand up, you felt very dizzy "Y/n please try to relax" Steve says seeing you were not well.

"I'm fine I just need to-" you faint

You wake up with a major headache.

"Ahh fuck" you hold your head

"Language !" You hear Steve say

"What happened ?" You ask sitting up

"You fainted" he says "your lucky you didn't fall on your stomach" he adds in. "Here have some water" he gives you the glass

"Thanks". "How's your foot ?" You ask

"It's good" he looks down at it there was some blood coming through the fabric. "This is not a bad place I could actually live here" Steve looks around, making small talk.

"Yeah It's cozy I guess" you look around "we were hiding here for 3 months" you say talking about you and Rob

"Really ! How ? What did you guys do down here" he asks

You look at him and smirk

Steve gives yous disgusted/judging face

"I mean you would do the same if you would be stuck here with a girl" you say standing up

Steve laugh disagreeing to you

You walk over to your bag grabbing the broken radio, trying to fix it while Steve was looking at a map of the lab. There was a long silence in the bunker.

"Y/n ?"

"Yes ?"

"If Rob was still alive and he would stop you from going on this mission would you listen to him and stay at home ?" Steve asks

you look at him "yeah I would"

"Why ?" Steve asks

"Then I would actually care about me life and focus on growing a family, but he isn't here it's pointless to sit at home all day waiting for someone who will never return" you wipe away your tear "he's selfish for leaving me here alone. I love him but a part of me hates him even more. Why did I have to go through the pain ?" You look up at Steve

"He didn't leave you alone, he left you with a baby" Steve says "was I selfish for going in the ice ?"

"No you did to safe others even tho it was hard for Peggy she fell in love again" you say

"Exactly. Rob wasn't selfish he did it to save other including you and that child. Like Peggy found love again you will as well" Steve made a point, he was right

"But did she find someone better then you ?" You say

"Yeah probably because if it was meant to be" Steve gets a blanket and lays on the couch "just promise me don't do anything stupid that will hurt you or that child" Steve turns his back on you as he try's to sleep

You look at your bump as you stroke it

You fall asleep

Morning

You wake up even tho you acted like you weren't pregnant you still got morning sickness. You run to the small bathroom in the bunker it was disgusting you throw up a lot

Steve walk in "morning" he say rubbing his eyes

"Morning Rogers" you say flushing the toilet

Steve nods "You okay ?" He asks

"Yeah morning sickness, it's normal" you walk out the bathroom.

As Steve is in the bathroom you try fixing the cracking radio, trying to send a message to fury.

"This is Agent y/l/n talking. Dose anyone copy ?" Hopefully trying to get
Connection with someone.

"It's hopeless" Steve tells you

"No they have to know we are safe they can send more people-"

"Send more people for what ! so more of them can walk right in to the trap and die ?" Steve says with a bit of anger. He instantly realised what he had done "sorry I didn't mean to yell it's just are people are in there and-"

"It's okay don't need any excuse" you say trying to get the radio fixed.
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