𝙢𝙮 𝙗𝙧𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙨 𝙗𝙚𝙨𝙩 𝙢𝙖𝙩𝙚 - phil foden

57

i pick up my phone knowing the only person who could make me happy was maya.

*the messages*

me: no more

maya: huh

me: okay don't get mad

maya: what did you do this time

me: i kinda forgave phil, but only for a second.

maya: script out your convo

me: he said sorry blah blah blah, i kissed him. he said sorry again, i said sorry, he asked why i was apoligising, i said because i doubted our relationship, he got mad at that, he then explained why he didn't doubt it because he thought that he would apoligise and i would forgive him because that's what i do all the time. i can't believe he would treat me like that, or any women. just because he apoligises, what's to say that i'm going to forgive him?

maya: y/n...

me: i know

maya: you need to start thinking about yourself. you keep doing this and then getting upset, you're going to lose yourself. you're gonna get to that point where you feel like you have no one, even though i'll always be here.

me: i already feel like i don't know myself, i'm not the person i used to be

maya: and you shouldn't feel like that, you don't deserve it

me: i really want to be with you rn

maya: i miss you like crazy

me: i really need you right now, like really.

maya: i'm here

me: no, i need to hug you

maya: air hug?

me: i'm coming and you can't stop me

*end of messages*

i grab my clothes out my wardrobe and throw them into my bag that i brought to the hotel near wembley, i wasn't big enough but i didn't want to pack the suitcase. so i left a few things i didn't care about behind.

i pack up in the bathroom and carry that under my arm with my bag in the other hand. i make sure i have my phone before quickly exiting the bedroom and going straight to the main hall of st georges.

when i'm outside, i call for a taxi. i hide behind one of the boys cars making sure no one could see me.

when it finally turns up i hop in the back.

"hi um please may you take me to 15 blackendale road, birmingham." i say *fake adress*

"£30." the driver says

"yeah, er, i'll be... able to do that." i say knowing i've got no money but so badly wanting to get out of this place

he starts the engine and pulls out of the car park, he joins the main road as i lean back in my chair.

i look at my phone again and see 10 missed calls from maya, 15 texts and 2 facetimes.

i open my phone and read the messages

*the messages*

maya: y/n that's not the best idea

maya: you're not going to solve this if you come

maya: you need to stay

maya: y/n answer

maya: please don't, i miss you too but you need to stay there

me: chill, i'm in the taxi. i'll be like an hour or something

maya: y/n no

me: what the hell, thought you had my back in whatever i did

maya: nothing's going to get better you coming here, you need to stay there where you can talk to people real life

me: i've already said, me and phil are over. i don't need to talk to him

maya: yes you do, you're not ending things on bad terms

me: that's how most people do it

maya: you're not, get the driver to turn around right now

me: why do you have to be so serious

maya: for your own sake y/n!!!!

me: do you not want me there or something

maya: of course i do, you're my bestfriend. i don't know how else to say it y/n, you need to be with the boys right now. no matter how much you don't want too

me: why do you always have to be right

maya: thank you, now turn the car around

*end of messages*

"hi er excuse me." i say

"yes?" he replies

"bit of a mistake, would you mind turning around?" i ask

"no." he says

"what do you mean no?" i ask

"are you stupid?" he asks me

"excuse me?" i ask

"this isn't a taxi." he says

"what.." i say

"you'll see." he says

"let me out." i say trying to open the door but child lock was on, "no please." i scream

i bang on the windows and kick the door

"do you mind?" he asks while driving somewhere random