Another month rolled and I felt a little frustrated but better at the same time. I didn't know what my exact feelings were.
"Are you fucking someone else behind Ichan?" Fallon asked in disbelief as if she just realized something while staring nowhere.
Kumunot ang noo ko sa iritasyon. "Huh? Fucking who? Why would you ask that?!"
"Why would you say that, Fallon?!" mas galit na tanong ni Frida, hindi makapaniwala sa kanya.
Fallon is really a great mood killer. Kung hindi lang ako nagtitimpi ay lalapat talaga ang palad ko sa pisngi niya.
Seriously? Ano'ng klaseng tanong 'yon? Halos kami-kami ang magkakasama sa nagdaang buwan. And hell, I was contented and satisfied by watching Ichan topless on video calls. Though, he never sent nudes. Ako lang yata ang panay send ng nudes para akitin siya at umaasang kumagat din. Malay mo, mag-send din. Kaso wala. Pusong bato talaga ang boyfriend ko. Hindi na naawa sa akin.
Fallon flipped her hair as she exhaled.
"I'm just wondering! Easy, dudes!"
"Kaya nga bakit mo itatanong 'yon?!" muling anas ni Frida. "Flavia might look like a bitch but she wouldn't fuck someone who's not her boyfriend!"
Namilog naman ang mga mata ko kay Frida. Hindi ko alam kung pinagtanggol niya ba ako o ano. Humagalpak ng tawa si Fallon.
"I know, right! Well, she seems like having mood swings for the past few weeks. I just thought that she might've fucked someone else and got her pregnant."
I gasped. "Bitch, shut up!"
Tawa siya nang tawa habang si Frida ay nailing at sumimsim sa frappe niya. This bitch had the tongue to say that! I don't even wanna get pregnant yet even with Ichan! Man, we need more time alone together. We still have to enjoy each other. We're still young to think about having a child yet. Darating naman kami doon pero hindi ngayong taon o sa mga susunod pa.
"It's already October! Ano bang plano ni Doc. Saavedra sayo? Gurl, you must be so tigang na!" Fallon added.
"I just know that he'll come back here and settle with me." I smirked cockily.
Ichan had been giving me that assurance every time we had to end the call because of his duty and that was enough for me to hold since he's a man of his words, I wouldn't doubt it. Noong mga nakaraan, sobrang doubtful ko pa pero unti-unti rin akong nasasanay at nadadala sa mga salita niya na puno ng assurance sa sitwasyon namin. Nasa communication lang talaga iyong pagkakaintindihan kahit malayo kami sa isa't isa at bihirang makapag-usap nang mahaba.
I'd never been like this before with Ali even though he was nothing but a good boyfriend. I don't even know how this happened to me. I just felt like Ichan was really the one and I wouldn't want to lose him anymore. Bagay na hindi ko nasabi sa sarili ko noong kami ni Ali.
Maybe because I hadn't learned anything from Ali while I learned a lot in my relationship with Ichan. He didn't change me nor spoil my dramas. I just changed for myself and learned to be contented and patient. It was everything for a girl like me.
"Hey, love," Ichan called my attention. I was busy watching a music video on YouTube while sipping on my coffee. "Aren't you sleepy yet?"
