#HOM149
I feel so hazy while walking with Ichan, we were holding hands and I was swinging it to ease the heaviness in my chest. Today's my flight back to Philippines with Frida and Fallon, si Ichan at Alfieri ang magkasamang naghatid sa amin patungong airport.
"God! I will miss Berlin!" Fallon groaned behind us, she's talking to Frida who seems excited to go home. "I hate your smiling face, wipe it off! You look like a bitch!"
"Just close your eyes, little sis! If you can't afford to smile coz Arki has been dodging your calls, don't put the blame on me," Frida broke.
"Ouchie!" I winced teasingly as I buried my nose on Ichan's arm to sniff. "I'm gonna miss your armpit so much!"
Ichan always smells nice, mas madalas pa nga siyang maligo kaysa sa akin at hindi talaga nakakaligtaang mag-toothbrush pagtapos kumain. He has very good hygiene, siguro dahil na rin sa kanyang field. Malinis sa katawan kaya nakakaadik at nakakagigil, e.
He puckered his lower lip and whispered sweetly. "Is it really just my armpit, hmm?"
I scoffed and pinched him. "Uh-huh, so, you're fighting back now? Porque paalis na ako!"
He laughed lowly.
"Nope, I'm asking seriously."
"Duda ako riyan, Ichan, ha!" pinanliitan ko siya ng mga mata. "Baka gumawa ka ng ibang milagro pag wala na ako rito!"
"Sumbong mo ako kay Mama at sa buong pamilya ko," hamon niya at natatawa.
I rolled my eyes. "I want more than that!"
"You bet."
"Hmp!" I pouted while thinking but I'm so blank at the moment. "Huwag na nga, ayos na iyong break up at walang balikan pag nagkamali ka kasi once is enough. Kung ginawa mo, not impossible that you'll do it again."
"Tss..."
"Are you scared now, hon?" I teased.
He looked down at me and raised a brow. "Scared where?"
"That you might do bad things behind me!"
"Bad things like? Cuz yeah, I'll probably smoke again when you're gone here."
Awe, my baby. He's gonna miss my lips for sure, huminto na nga siya sa kaka-yosi nitong buwan.
"I don't care if you smoke, I am smoking, too. What I'm saying is about finding someone to get your needs because we're miles away, I can't give you that anytime. You know..." I whispered sensually.
He rolled his eyes tiredly.
"Paikot-ikot ka na sa kaisipang 'yan, Flavia..."
I sobbed dramatically and lifted his arm to rest it on my shoulder while our hands are still intertwined.
"I can't stop thinking about it, I don't know why but I dreamed about you and a faceless girl."
Actually, I've read Chansey's message last time. Ichan doesn't really care about it, ni hindi nga nabuksan iyong text kung hindi pa ako iyong nakakita. Though, I don't usually check his cellphone, too. Madalas ko lang gamitin iyon kapag nagpi-picture kaming dalawa kaysa nagpapa-send pa siya para may mai-post sa IG niya. I know, it sounds really funny but that's him.
Back to Chansey's texts, I really find it so annoying and I want to fucking slap her. Hindi porque puro ako kalokohan ay hindi na ako seseryosohin, hibang ba siya? She had that gut to send messages about me, the funny part was Ichan blocked her number after reading it.
