4:49 AM
Flavia
I'm sorry for all the troubles I made
Sorry for not telling about my issues because I think it's already personal and you can't do anything to help me from my family issue
Sorry kasi hindi ako nagsabing lalabas ako dahil problemado ako at gusto kong galitin ang pamilya ko
I just don't really think I deserve you this time as you don't need someone handful like me
I know you're mad because this is me again, talking selfishly. Honestly, I don't really think about you kaya nga hindi ko alam na mawawalan ka ng break dahil sa absences mo nung nandiyan ako
Don't you think it's selfishness, too? Hiding it from me to make me feel it was alright all along?
Hindi ka rin naman nagsabi sa akin
I'm still really angry at my family especially at my sister that doesn't wanna see me happy because I'm still an aimless black sheep in the family and your ex fucked my madness more
But I realized that she's right too, I need to stop being your headache and troublesome. I think I need to settle my issues and immaturity first before having this relationship with you so you could focus on your own too without handling someone like me
I won't ask why you're not telling me anything about your internship because you'd only sugarcoat it
Thank you for being concerned even when I wasn't thinking about you
I'm sorry, Lexus
