Everything Worth's A Try

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  The next day came quickly and i wasn't able to realize how fast time passed when i was with Joonas or the others.

I decided to get my things from Rafael's apartment today since i already saw him yesterday and maybe it was better if i didn't stay a lot of days and then just  face him again.

I woke up on Joonas arms.

I looked and checked how he was sleeping peacefully.

I looked on his messy hair and smiled.

This man makes me happy, actually i wish i could wake up like that every day but i was scared.

What if he hurted me too?

Oh Rafael what damage you've done

He softly opened his eyes and i caressed his cheek.

"Good morning" i said and smiled on him

"Morning gorgeous" his deep sleepy voice got me crazy.

"How long have you been staring to me?" He chuckled and while rubbing his eyes

"Don't worry, not too long so I'm not a creep" i laughed and played with his hair

"You know since you came and we cuddle to sleep i get the best sleeps and actually i really relax" he looked on me and placed his head on my stomach.

"I'm glad and same thing happens with me" I smiled on him

"Can i sleep a bit more?" He looked up on me "your body is so comfortable and your skin so soft" he let out a yawn making me chuckle

"I'm sorry but you have to go in the studio and I've got to see again my crazy ex" i said and he moved his head up

"You really have to go today?" He looked on me and i nodded "why don't you go tomorrow so i can come with you, i don't want you to be alone with him" he held my hands biting his lips nervously

He got his work but still cared for me.

I loved Joonas, i knew that i did but i was afraid that maybe he would break me too and leave.

He wasn't that type person but what if he had changed?

"Joonas, i will be okay you don't have to worry about me" i smiled on him and went on his bathroom to brush my teeth

He quickly got up and followed me

"No, if i can't come then i will tell Joel or Niko to come with you" he said while standing in the door frame.

He looked so handsome

His messy hair, his blue eyes.

He was shirtless just wearing his shorts

How could someone be so handsome when they just woke up?

"Okay fine" i sighed  "Now please leave i wanna take a shower" i put the toothbrush back and took my hair from the messy bun that they've been

"What if i join too?" He smirked

"I'm sorry but not today" I laughed and pushed a disappointed Joonas outside from the bathroom.

I took the warm shower and shaved then i dried my hair and wore some blue jeans and a black hoodie.

"Am i smelling caffeine?" I asked when i got in the kitchen

"No coffee for you, you didn't let me join in the shower" Joonas said

"Okay we really don't want know what's going on here" Joel said smirking

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