I'm Coming Back For More - Joonas Porko

Take A Deep Breath

"He will never love you like i can baby" Rafael held my waist and pulled me closer on his body

For some reason i couldn't fight back and pull away

"You are a whore you know that?" He whispered in my ear "we broke up almost two weeks ago and you already fucked six people, who knows how many more" he smirked

I tried to speak but it felt like my voice didn't come out and the words were stuck on my throat

"So now you wanna get with Joonas?" He said still holding me "you are a bitch, Aleksja. I've been fucking not only your best friend but so many other women, you were a fool thinking that i loved you" he smiled pleased

Tears were running through my face but still i couldn't speak a word

"Look at me you slut, you are his bitch now hmm?" He laughed "if i find out that you actually are with him then please tell him to check behind his back"

I jumped up and opened my eyes breathing heavily.

I was shaking and sweating like crazy

Joonas turned around and looked at me

"Aleksja calm down what happened?" He held me in his arms but i didn't look at him

"Ra- Rafael" i mumbled and tears were running from my eyes while i was still shaking

"Shhh it was just a dream, take a deep breath and come here" he pulled me on his lap and held me tightly "I'm with you, he can't do anything" he kissed my head trying to calm me down

It's been ten minutes and we did nothing than just staying like that and no-one of us spoke

My breath got steady and my body stopped shaking.

"Are you okay?" He held my chin up and i nodded

"He can't do anything to you, I will always be with you and protect you love" he smiled and i placed my head on his chest.

Do you ever see a dream and feel like everything was happening for real.
That's what happened to me.

If Joonas wasn't there to comfort me....

I'm so grateful to have him in my life and I'm sure he meant every word.

He was totally different from Rafael that's why my feelings didn't end even after 8 years.

"Wanna go back to sleep?" He asked

I had an other idea and it felt that this was also the best way to express my feelings.

"Can we go in the roof of the building?" I asked him not thinking twice about it

"Now?" He chuckled

I nodded and got off from his lap.

He wore a shirt and his shorts on and i put his hoodie on.

"Can you take your guitar too?" I asked and he nodded

He held my hand as we took the stairs and then he opened the big door and we were on the roof.

There was a small couch,a blanket and some purple lights.

I don't know who put them there but they were ideal for the moment.

I took Joonas hand and made him sit on the couch as i pulled the blanket covering our legs.

"So why we are here?" Joonas asked having a confused smile on his face

"I wanted to remind us those nights we spend on the roof of your house" i looked on his adorable eyes blushing