˗ˏˋcolombiaˎˊ˗ [book #1] [under construction]

zjm

he quit. or got fired. either way..i'm sad as shit today. it has been such a traumatic day for me. so i found out my friends showing me the facebook post and i went to the bathroom. i couldn't cry. idk why. it broke me to see my best friend (@tbhstylinson) to cry bc she cried like 4 hours in the morning at school. then at lunch i called my mom and explained to her and started crying and telling her to pick me up. i got home, grabbed don't ice-cream and started watching their video diaries.

zayn was my first love. when i saw the wmyb video, my eyes were captivated on him. then like in 2013 i switched lanes to liam. of course i still love zayn. ziam is otp forever.

i remember when i met them. i hugged zayn and he smelled so different, but a good different. like he has his own smell. he cupped my face and wiped my tears away. he kissed my nose and then my forehead. i remember him whispering, "don't cry, love. i will love you always." that angel saved me that day on tuesday, september 16th, 2014.

i will never forget today.

anywhoosies, byee.

(zayn, ily)