˗ˏˋcolombiaˎˊ˗ [book #1] [under construction]

• • 020 ¬

• • zee's pov ¬

i entered my room and noticed ana on my bed, watching tv.

"hey." she said, shooting a small smile.

i returned the gesture and sat down next to her.

"you know, you and mahogany have been my only best friends since i got here to colombia." i admitted to her.

"you never had friends?" she asked, with a hint of shockness.

i looked down at my hands and held back, the harsh tears.

"one friend. she was so funny, outgoing, and caring. we stayed up every night, talking about whatever came to our minds.boys, celebrities, food." ana and i chuckled. "she was my other half, basically."

i looked back up and exhaled.

"candy valerie larden was shot by jack finnegan reyes gilinsky the day he decided to save me."

ana made a chocking noise.

"oh my god, zee. i'm so fucking sorry." she instantly wrapped her arms around me as i cried in her curly, dizzy hair.

"i miss her so fucking much."

• • jack's pov ¬

"i miss her so fucking much."

i slid down the wall and hid my face in my hands.

i killed the girl that i love best friend?

i thought that they were fucking co-workers.

what have i done?

now, i can't have her.

• • zee's pov ¬

"zee. zee, baby, wake up." i heard my boyfriend's voice above.

i lightly groaned.

i groggily opened my eyes and was met with peaceful, hazel ones.

"shawn? what are you doing?" i murmured as his muscular arms scooped me up.

"i'm taking you somewhere."

i hummed and rested my head on his chest.

i fell asleep for a minute or so, before soft, chaste kisses were being placed on my face.

i giggled and fluttered my eyes opened.

i recognized the place from hours ago.

"what are we doing on the roof?" i asked him.

i leaned on the wall as he sat in the middle of the place.

"i made a song for you and i wanna sing it for you." he mumbled, as his cheeks turned red.

i laughed.

"don't worry, shawn. sing." i told him.

he quickly tuned his guitar.

i love it when you just don't care
i love it when you dance like there's nobody there
so when it gets hard, don't be afraid
we don't care what them people say
i love it when you don't take no
i love it when you do what you want 'cause you just said so
let them all go home, we out late
we don't care what them people say

we don't have to be ordinary
make your best mistakes
'cause we don't have the time to be sorry
so baby be the life of the party
i'm telling you, to take your shot it might be scary
hearts are gonna break
'cause we don have the time to be sorry
so baby be the life of the party

together we can just let go
pretend like there's no one else here that we know
slow dance, fall in love as the club track plays
we don't care what them people say

we don't have to be ordinary
make your best mistakes
'cause we don't have the time to be sorry
so baby be the life of the party
i'm telling you, take your shot it might be scary
hearts are gonna break
'cause we don't have the time to be sorry
so baby be the life of the party

come out tonight, come out tonight
there's no one standing in your way
come out tonight, come out tonight
we don't care what them people say
we don't care what them people say

we don't have to be ordinary
make your best mistakes
'cause we don't have the time to be sorry
so baby be the life of the party
i'm telling you, take your shot it might be scary
hearts are gonna break
'cause we don't have the time to be sorry
so baby be the life of the party

yeah, yeah, yeah
life of the party
so don't let them keep you down
oh, you know you can't give up
'cause we don't have the time to be sorry so baby be the life of the party"

my hand was over my mouth, quiet sobs coming out as tears glowed on my cheeks.

"shawn," i breathed out. "that was..amazing." he smiled and set his guitar down.

"that song tells the whole truth about my feelings towards you, zee. i just love you and you're...perfect, basically. you don't know how lucky i am. so fu-" i cut him off by crashing my lips on his. he smiled and kissed back.

our lips moved together in sync. his tongue grazed over my bottom lip as his hands found their way to my hips, pulling me closer to him.

i parted my mouth and his tongue roamed around in my mouth.

"sh-shawn, i'm read-dy." i said inbetween the kiss.

he pulled away and gave me a sincere stare.

"are you sure? i mean, i don't wa-" i placed my hand over his mouth, shushing him.

"i'm positive."

zee,  you bad guurl.

i ain't writin' no nasty smut for y'all thirsty people. plus, i can't write it, anyway so oops. sorrynotsorry.

anywhoosies, byee.