˗ˏˋcolombiaˎˊ˗ [book #1] [under construction]

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• • zee's pov ¬

after the whole situation with jack, i fixed my room up for the most of it.

i finished after 10 minutes and i plopped down on my bed.

my eyes started to fall, but shawn bursted in.

"hey, babe!" he excitedly said. i smiled and sat up, patting the seat next to me. he gladly jumped on the bed, causing me to laugh.

i layed my head on his chest and stared at our still feet.

shawn gently grabbed onto my hand and started playing with our fingers, intertwining them.

"shawn?"

"hm?" he hummed in response.

"do you think we should be dating?"

his fingers stopped playing with mine.

"what? why were you talking li-ke this?" his voice cracked. i sighed, closing my eyes.

"zee?" he lifted my face up to meet his.

"tell me why you are saying this bullshit?" he ordered in a gentle voice.

"i mean, we barely know eachother and we started dating literally two days ago." i told him.

he sighed and sat me up.

"we can always try, right?" he brought his hand up to my cheek, wiping the single tear that escaped out

"i love you too much to lose you, zee. so fucking much." he exhaled, resting his head on mine.

his lips brushed against mine and my heart stopped. his affect on me was undescribable.

his lips started moving against mine in a slow pace, but feverishly once i wrapped my arms around his neck.

he layed me gently down on the bed. i parted my lips and shawn darted his tongue in me.

i moaned and i gripped on the small hairs of his hair. his mouth traveled from my lips to my neck. he sucked on the tender skin inbetween my collarbone and jawline.

"shawn, uh." my eyes screwed shut as his hand slipped inside my shirt and into my bra, his cold touching my breast.

"sh-shawn." i managed to sputter out.

his hand pulled back up.

"i know. you're not ready. i'm sorry." he kissed me temple.

"no, i-i'm sorry."

"let's just go out to get something to eat, yeah?" his accent stood out.

i nodded.

i got up and slipped into my shoes.

"where are we going?"

he turned around and smiled.

"do you like burgers?"

weird ending, huh? but, yes, shawn. i love burgers. but, guys. how do you do this?! 3.03K READS??!! LIKE YOU GUYS DESERVE GRAMMYS!! tysfm and ilysfm.

anywhoosies, byee!