˗ˏˋcolombiaˎˊ˗ [book #1] [under construction]

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i was awaken by a door slamming open and someone's feet moving.

i turned around and found jack, stumbling in as he clutched onto a white jack daniels bottle.

"jack!" i exclaimed, standing up and walking towards him.

"zee, what are," he lighty hiccuped. "ewww doing h-ere?" he slurred.

"jack, sit down." i told him.

"no!" he said, acting like a 5-year old. i sighed and grabbed the bottle away from him.

"jack, get on the fucking bed and g-" i didnt finish my sentence for that jack's lips were on mine before i had time to register it in my mind. i gasped, which have jack the privilege to push his tongue in my mouth.

"hey, jack. have you seen z-" shawn's familiar voice paused once his eyes saw what jack and i were doing.

jack widened his eyes and pulled away from me.

"you little bitch." shawn glared at jack before launching at him.

"SHAWN!"i shrieked as he threw a grand hit at jack.

carter and johnson came running in, pulling shawn away.

"shawn! calm down!" carter shouted at him, tugging his shoulder.

"no! let me go!" shawn argued, pulling himself back.

"SHAWN, STOP!" i yelled, pushing him. he glared at me before storming out.

"jack, are you alright?" i asked as carter and johnson placed him on his bed. he weakly nodded. my eyes followed the drop of blood, dripping down the cut on his cheek.

i walked out of the room and nervously walked to shawn's room.

i opened his door. shawn was on his bed, his face in his hands.

"shawn?" my voice croaked. "what do you want, zee?" he growled. "are we gonna talk about this?" i asked. "what is there to talk about?" he said, giving me an absolute death-glare.

"you cheated on me and you don't wanna be with me anymore. it's clear." he shrugged. "shawn, i didn't cheat on you. jack came onto me." i told him. "stop lying! i saw you were kissing back!" he shouted. "you're mind is fucking twisted, shawn! i would never kiss jack!" i shot back.

"my mind is correct. you're slut-ass just lies to all of us all the time." he argued. my mouth gaped at the crude name he called me. "i'm through with you. as matter of fact, we're through!" he shrieked. i bit my lip and closed my eyes. "alright. we're through. just remember, shawn; i was always right." i told him before opening the door and all the boys stumbled back, wide eyes.

i ran to my room and closed the door.

i layed down on my bed and broke down. my helpless tears fell down on my cheeks, sobs breaking through my throat. my heart practically breaking every second.

i knew i should have insisted jack to kill me in the beginning.

omg no more zawn!! my heart is ripping!! i hate myself.

anywhoosies, byee.