April P.O.V
"April are you okay, do you need me to come over"
"No mom, I'll be over at your place in a few minutes to explain everything"
"okay i love you"
"Love you too" I said hanging the phone up.
I really needed a shoulder to lean on, I was hurting badly this pain was unbareable. I tried my best on hiding it but I know everyone can see right through me, I missed Marcus as much as he missed me, but I couldn't just go running back to him. I can't and I wouldn't my heart just wouldn't let me.
Marcus, has been calling me nonstop but I have been ignoring his calls, I know trying to discuss this would maybe be one step to making progress, but I wasn't ready for it and even if I was it was just something holding me back.
I quickly stripped out of my clothes, as i laid my clothes out on the bed, as I began making my way to the shower I washed up my body with my Dove body wash, as I rinsed myself off stepping out with a towel wrapped around my body, I quickly went and pulled out my all pink Victoria secrets laced panties, as I pulled on the matching bra. I quickly applied deodorant and my Chanel perfume. I slide on my Long sleeve mesh white button up shirt with a slit in the side, as I hurried and pulled on my blue high waisted jeans as I slid on my boots that stopped at my upper thigh, I snatched my leather jacket and my keys and headed out.
