childhood friend

fifeteen

juyeon pov

we were enjoying the bbq but suddenly do walked off towards the beach, i didnt question her movements since she liked beaches,, i never knew why she was so obsessed with them. i took my eyes off of her but as soon as i look back she was accompanied with someone else? the same guy as last night? i wondered,, seeing her collapse in his embrace was worrying to me, i stood up trying to run towards her but younghoon stops me "dude dont" he casually says "but look at her, who even is that?" i ask in a panic,, "just let her be" he said so laidback, is he not worried for do?

i sat back down fishing out my phone since me and younghoon waited for her but hyunjae had left earlier, i remember him suddenly storming off almost angry at something, i let him be because honestly i didnt even realise he existed before today. an hour passed, a long time i know, and do returned towards us along with this new accompaniment ; the guy. my eyes focus onto their interlocking hands which made me question their relationship as i do with any other guy she has contact with but this guy seemed extremely comfortable with her?

younghoon breaks the awkward air as he chatted to doyeon but i wasnt listening until "hyung!" younghoon screams, hugging the unfamiliar face, do they know each other? "ya! you act as if you havent seen him in years" doyeon adds, maybe i did miss out too much of her life.. i was lost in thought not paying attention to their dialogue, just tracing back doyeons past relationships but i cant remember. "hes going to join us hoonie" she says making my head snap towards her, join us? younghoon doesnt even hesitate to nod, seriously whats going on. im still stood behind the trio's conversation since it doesnt feel right to be involved

doyeon pov

i reintroduce sunwoo to younghoon but of course theres no way hoon would forget woo, they are siblings-that-arent-actual-siblings in reality,, and im thankful that sunwoo is moving back it'll mean that i'll have my brother back and my life slowly coming back together. however my attention is caught by juyeon whos awkwardly standing behind hoon playing with his fingers ; i nudge hoon and chin towards juyeon, which makes him move juyeon infront of him, "hyung, this is.. juyeon.." hoonie says and as expected sunwoo didnt react well at all - i'd always complain about missing juyeon and how he'd ignored me and left me for a while,, and now that he's back woo's brother mode is turned on,

"you.." sunwoo threatens in a deep voice but juyeons eyes only widen i guess he doesnt even recognise my brother after leaving me for that long, "me?" he gullibly asked "we can talk later" a wave of relief swept over i was worried that woo was about to fight him right here right now. but i was worried for the future and what he'd say,, i held his hand tighter as sunwoo pulled me into a side hug; oh how i missed this so much. we headed back to the accommodation with of course an extra person, how's this going to work... theres only one couch, and one bed

"ya hoon you take the couch, me and doyeon will sleep on the bed" woo suggested, younghoon didnt hesistate and plopped on the bed but then i realise juyeon is still here, where is he gonna slee- "you just take the floor" sunwoo spat out coldly, ouch even that hurt me, juyeon seemed intimidated by my brother not gonna lie i would be too. it was eventually late afternoon and i remembered that i was still to meet hyunjae; who i didn't see after i left to sit by the beach.

"im just gonna get some fresh air" i raise awareness to the three other guys in the room: hoping a war wouldnt start when i leave, i close the door and sigh - thankfully no noise from the boys. i open my phone to play my music and place my airpods in, deja vu of last night had reoccured me,, again the sunset was beautiful as ever with the colours once again painting the sky.

i sat in the exact place as before - on the sand behind the shore as i waited for hyunjae to arrive,, i glance at my phone. ten minutes waiting.. then turned into an hour, time passed so slowly as i waited and waited for him to arrive. another hour went by and i wasnt going to waste my time sat here by myself as the sky slowly turned darker every second, so i opened my instagram since i followed him there too and only to see 'user not found'...