Best friend or more?

~chapter 12~ please

Noah pov:
Dixie hasn't been to sleep and it's 9 am and she is still crying I tried to help her sleep but she just didn't want to, Charli and chase are still asleep cuddling, I stayed up with Dixie id do anything for her and I want her to know I'm right here for her I get up and get a drink of water I ask Dixie if she wants some food

N: do you want any food or something to drink

D: mm-mm

N: dix you need to eat something

D: mm-mm

I nod my head and walk back over to the couch I turn on the tv and put on the vampire diaries Dixie lays her head on my chest and watches it

B: hey guys I'm going to leave now I'll see y'all in a week

Everyone: see ya Bryce

Dixie is now asleep finally I knew she was tired and I'm glad she's getting sleep I lay down and put her on top of me and I try to sleep but can't so I just watch the vampire diaries until Charli and chase wake up

C: hey Noah how's Dix

N: she was up all night crying she has just went to sleep but I can't get to sleep

C: you should really try and thanks Noah for everything you do for her you have made her so happy I've never seen her like this before

N: anything for her and I'm always here for you to char don't forget that

C: I won't

Charli and chase cuddle on the couch while I try get to sleep but I still can't Dixie is tossing and turning on top of me so I wrap my arms around her to assure her I'm here, Dixie then puts her hand my face and rubs my cheek with her thumb which soon sent me to sleep

~few hours later~

Dixie pov:

I wake up and check the time it's 4:45pm I look up At Noah and realise I'm on top of him so I try to get of but he grips harder and turns us both over so now Noah still has his arms around me but we are both facing the tv Noah is still asleep and is lightly snoring I can feel his hot breath on my neck after a while I interlock mine and Noah's hand and go back to sleep I'm so lucky to have Noah by my side for all of this and I couldn't ask for a better Boyfriend or best friend

~time skip to 8:30 pm~

Noah pov:
I wake up and see Dixie still asleep, I reach over to the night stand and grab my phone it's 8:30 pm I have been asleep for at least 6-7 hours but I don't want to wake Dixie up so I ask chase to get my drink

N: hey chase

Ch: yeh what's up

N: can you grab me a bottle of water from the freezer

Ch: yes of course

He hands the bottle to me and I have a drink and put in on the night stand with my phone and then I see Dixie moving around and stretching she's to cute

D: hiya bubs

N: hi baby how you feeling

D: I don't really know

I kiss her and get up then she pulls me back down so I look up at her and pucker my lips she gives me a kiss and holds onto to me tight

D: we're are you going

N: on a walk babe

D: can I come please

N: baby you need some rest you were up all night

D: you were to, please

N: fine but only if when we come back you eat something

D: but I'm really not hungry bubba

N: for me baby

D: fine only If you give me kisses

I give her a kiss and stand up and I turn around and pick Dixie up like a baby she giggles but it quickly fades

N: what's up bub

D: nothing

N: you can tell me anything

D: let's just go on a walk I don't want to put anymore stress on you

N: Dix you put no stress on me ever I promise

D: it just doesn't feel right

N: what doesn't Baby

D: Being on this vacation or having fun anymore

N: why dix

D: I don't know

N: baby...

D: I just don't know why I feel like that but I just do

I give her a hug I don't want her to feel like that again were everything she does feels wrong in some way I hand her my hoodie but she doesn't want it I put it back on

N: do you still want to go on the walk we don't have to

D: yeh

N: I love you

D: I love you a lot more

I see her smile a little, I put on my shoes and she puts hers on and we leave I grab her hand and we walk along the beach slowly

D: even at night this is the most beautiful thing I've ever seen

N: I know right I wish I could Stay here forever it takes my mind of a lot of things

D: like what Noah

N: I don't know it just makes me relax

D: can we sit here 

N: of course dix

We sit and Dixie sits in between my legs and rest her head on my thigh I play with her hair until she says something

D: why does this all have to happen to me

I was speechless

N: bub everything happens for a reason

D: why though

N: I wish I could tell you but I can't

D: can we go home

N: of course

After walking back we arrive home dixie takes her shoes of and hugs me tight I hear her light crys, this is really tuff on Dixie, I take Dixie over to the couch and ask chase to take Charli upstairs as I know Dixie is going to be really
Harsh on her self right now which I hate seeing I wish I could just tell her that all those things she tells herself are not true

Word count: 1101

Sorry for the sad chapters but there will be very upsetting chapters that you might not want to read and that's ok next chapter has alot of I don't know how to put it but if you don't want to read then I would just skip