Best friend or more?

~chapter 38~ not the best

Noah pov:
"Hey baby you awake" I hear I sit up and look to see Dixie in the doorway looking cute as always "yep" I look over at my phone and see it's 5am "can I join" "of course" she climbs under the duvet laying her head on my chest "I hate being tired all the time" "sleep is important" I kiss her head and we sleep for the rest of the morning

Tatum pov:
We also told everyone yesterday as we had a different plan for today we are having a girl and I couldn't be more excited, it's now 4:30pm so we head over to Addison's room And we get everyone else last is Noah and Dixie I knock on there door but no answer so we just go do our own thing we visited the Eiffel Tower and took some great pics we stopped at a few cafes trying foods and other things overall it was a great day

Noah pov:
I wake up and see Dixie asleep next to me I wrap my Arms around her waist and pull her closer and kiss her cheek I hear a giggle "oh your awake" "thanks mr beck for waking me" "I'm going to shower I'll be back" "okay" I check the time and see it's 4:40pm "shit" "what" "we were supposed to go out with the others today" "wait we were" "yes?" "I didn't know" "nobody told you" "no but it's ok" "I'll be quick in here" I get in the shower and do everything I need I then get out and wrap the towel around my waist and walk out "god I hate when you get out the shower because you always look hot" she says frustrated "it's not my fault" I roll my eyes playfully and start fixing my hair in the mirror "go get changed silly" I decided to just put some shorts on as we aren't Leaving the room today I lay down and Dixie lays her head on my bare chest and draws figures of 8 on my abs "hey that tickles" "well I enjoy doing it" she says looking at me up we lock eyes until I lean in and kiss her we pull away and she continue to draw shapes on my abs "look at you" "what" she blushes knowing what I was going to say "your beautiful" I say kissing her forehead as she's now laying in between my legs

Dixie pov:
I haven't been feeling the best lately mentally everything is coming back to me especially my dads passing it's starting to hit me more now and I don't want to put more stress on Noah by shoving all my problems on him I know if I tell him he'd want me to tell him because he just wants to make sure I'm ok but I know he has his own problems especially with the whole drama thing recently, Noah starts to play with my hair when I take a deep breath In as it feels like I can't breath "you okay baby" "yeh it just feels like I can't really breath" "can I do anything" I shake my head no but reaches over and gets me his water "drink some" I take it and drink only a little sip "dix you need to drink some more than that" so that's what I do "good" he kisses my head I felt so safe with him it's like anything that comes my way he always tries to help and will protect me I really feel like crying but I'm holding it back I know it's not good for me but i don't need Noah worrying about me he looks down at me "everything ok" "mhm" I knew If I would say anything my voice would crack and it would give it away "doesn't seem like it" he pulls me on top of him me facing him our faces inches away "what's wrong you know you can tell me anything" here comes the tears when one escaped my eye they started flowing like a river "hey hey it's okay" he puts his hand on my cheek and rubs his thumb against it "what's making you feel like this" "e-everything" "you should've told me sooner I could've helped" "but you have e-enough going on"

Noah pov:
Dixie broke down sobbing as she lays on my chest staring at the ceiling telling me what's making her feel like shit "I miss my dad like crazy" " I know baby... I know" I kiss her head trying to comfort her "I want you to promise me you'll tell me these Things and you'll come to me if you feel like this" "I promise" she wipes her tears but more just kept coming it was like she wanted them to stop but they wouldn't like she had no control over her emotions

Bryce pov:
We all just arrived back from our day and I wanted to check on Dixie and Noah as they never normally miss a day like this I knock the door "who is it" "it's Bryce can I come in"

Noah pov:
I look down at Dixie and she wipes her tears as she tried to hold them back but she couldn't I felt horrible this was happening to her she nods and asks me to ask him to come back "hey dude can you maybe come by later" "erm yeh of course" "baby are you sure your ok" "I'll be fine" "are you sure you don't need someone who knows how to actually comfort you" "you are comforting me Noah just because you Can't stop me from crying doesn't mean your not helping I feel safe with you just you being around me makes me feel safe and loved" I smile knowing I make her feel that way and I'll never break that again I will not make the same stupid mistake "tomorrow we should do something" "ooo id like a date" "yes great idea" "I know I'm always full of ideas because I'm the best" I chuckle and wipe her tears "I love you baby" "I love you more bubba"

Word count: 1092
Hmmm I'm trying to figure out what to do for the next chapter any ideas? I really want you all to enjoy the story more and I want you all to chose a chapter idea! (Also very busy tomorrow so I will be missing a day but Thursday I will be posting two for you all)