Best friend or more?

~chapter 53~ her broken heart

"Careful Dixie" Noah says wrapping his hands around my waist as I cut carrots for dinner "I'm being careful" he laughs and takes the knife "let me finish the rest" "why?" I ask confused

Noah pov:
I had bad visions of Dixie with that knife in her hand and I don't know why I always follow my instincts so I decided to take over "why?" She asks "because you need a rest" I say making an excuse up "Noah I'm perfectly fine" "on the outside" I say poking her belly and she giggles she pulls herself up on the counter and watches me "Noah I'm bored now why did you really want to do it" "because I saw bad visions with you and this" I wave it in air "Noah you know I wouldn't do anything with that" "Dixie you know I follow my instincts" "Noah you know your overthinking shit" "I know here" I hand it back to her and she jumps of the counter and drops the knife "see" "Noah it's not the serious I just dropped it" "just be quick with it I wanna watch after"

Dixie pov:
"I love you" I whisper at him as I kiss him "I love you so much more" he says as he kisses me back I gave him a smile and shouted Charli down so she could do something instead of sitting in her room worrying about boys "char will you come down and finish dinner" "sure" she comes down and finishes dinner and I catch her staring at me and Noah "do you know how single you make me feel" she says slamming her cup on the counter and goes upstairs "I'll go see her she's just upset" I walk in without knocking "can you not" "Charli I know your upset I understand but you know me and Noah don't mean to make you feel like that" "I know I'm sorry I just miss feeling that you know" "I do" "he's just always in my head" "I know char but you've gotta move on soon it isn't good for you thinking about him and having these pictures in your room of use two isn't good either" "but look how happy we were" I hug her as she starts fiddling with her thumbs "come on char get him out your head" "I can't!" I know she's going through a rough patch but having chase on her mind isn't okay "we should do something just me and you" "like what though" "get your jacket on" I get up and walk out and head into my room and get my shoes and go downstairs "where you going" "I'm taking Charli somewhere we will be back soon" "okay be careful both of you"

We head out and walk to the beach and watch the sunset as we talk about... her and chase "you've seen how he hurt you though" "i know" she says sighing "and your holding on to all the good things he's did but he's done more bad then good" "but that's were your he loved me at my absolute lowest he held me in the dark as I cried he held my hand when I was nervous he kissed me regularly to reassure he was there he bought me stupid gifts which I treasured like it was a rare piece of jewellery worth millions" I stayed silent I once had that feeling when me and Noah first dated then he broke me then showed me his love once again "but you see how easy he moved on" "because he didn't treasure my small things he didn't care what I did for him he didn't love me enough to stay with me even when we weren't at each other's side" just like Noah...

We sat and talked for a few more hours about everything and she finally let it ALL out "i just feel guilty for not giving him enough" "you did all you could and he just couldn't see that but you'll find a boy that will see everything about you and love you for all of them even the bad parts" "thanks for this dix I actually feel alot better" "good but you know you'll still feel like this sometimes and that's the hardest part about letting someone you adored go but you'll find someone and then you'll forget about him and he'll never come across your mind because that new person will constantly be there over taking him" she smiled and hoped of the rocks "should we" she says smiling at me

We threw our socks and shoes on the rocks and rolled up our trousers and sprinted into the water "ugh now we're gonna need a bath when we go home" we giggle and head back to the rock

We get home and see Noah asleep on the sofa come on char let's go upstairs I'll come back down for him, I know Noah but right now my sister just has to come first we go in her room and I run her a bath and hug her goodnight

"Come on sleepy head" I say resting my head on his chest as I knelt on the floor "finally your home" he says putting his hand on my head playing with my hair "it's wet why" he says "we went to the beach and had a very good therapy session" "as long as she's happy and you are so am I" he sits up and I grab his hand Guiding him up the dark stairs I open the door for him and he flops on the bed "goodnight baby" "goodnight noa" I head into the bathroom and run a bath

I get in and take a deep breathe in and sigh it out as I rest my head on the back of the tub "cause there be no sunlight if I lose you baby and there be no clear skies if I lose you baby and just like the clouds my eyes will do the same if you walk away..." I say quietly it randomly popped into my head and I related so why not have a sing song in the bath I giggle at my thoughts and slowly begin to close my eyes so I get out and put on a pair of Noah's underwear and Noah's hoodie and hop in bed I cuddle up to him and slowly drift of to the sound of Noah's light snores and sleep talk

Word count: 1104

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