Best friend or more?

~chapter 50~ babys here

⚠️important message at the end please read just so you know how this will go!⚠️

Dixie pov:
Noah has been on his phone all day so I decided to go over and cuddle with him because im tired "oh hey baby" "hi" "what's up with you" "nothing but you've been on your phone all day" "I'm sorry baby I thought you were in a mood with me" "I'm not" "good to know" he wraps his arms around me and I get a warm feeling rush through my body "should we watch victorious" "yes" as we watch it we hear Bryce shouting up "DIXIE" i run up and see Addis water has broke "shit Bryce get her in the car and I'll get the baby bag" "ok" I can tell he's nervous by his shaky voice "everything's going to be okay" he nods and helps Addi down the stairs while I go in the baby's room and get the bag Bryce and Addi have already set of to the hospital "should we go" "yes of course" I grab my shoes and walk out Noah gets in and I place the baby bag in the back and put my shoes on "this is going to be a long night" "I know" we both sigh and head to the hospital

We rush in and ask for the room number "23" "thank you" "come on Noah" I say grabbing his hand as he's zoned out "this is important hurry" "okay dix I'm coming" we rush to the room and we see Addi she nods for us to come in "hi" "hey" we sit as time passes until me and Noah leave "today has been exhausting" "I know baby we can have a nap when we go home" "okay" he says during a yawn we are heading home because we have a flight in three hours I'm so happy to Finally see my mom after a while, we get inside and Noah flops down on the sofa "hurry" "I'm coming" I lay next to him and he puts his arms around me and falls asleep I'm not tired so I put on Victorious and watch it, I finish three eps "ugh" I hear Noah say as he stretches it out "your awake" "yeh" he says pecking my lips "come on we have to go" "wait now" "yes", we get up and put our shoes on and drive to the airport

We arrive and I get a text from Bryce "hey dix adds is in labour" "wish I could be there I'll see you all Sunday can't wait to meet him" "me either I'll send you pics" "okay I love you" "I love you to" we board the plane and I fall asleep on Noah's shoulder

~time skip~

We arrive at my moms and We get out and get our bags, we walk inside and It looks like there has been a teenage house party the smell of alcohol, the empty beer bottles everywhere and my mom passed out on the sofa so this is what Charli meant by not in a good place "mom" I say shaking her but no response "MOM" she sits up and holds her head "oh Dixie and Noah" she says confused "yeh surprise but go to bed while me and Noah clean" "no I can help" "bed mom" she sighs and heads upstairs I take a deep breathe and place my bags in the corner "do you wanna help you don't have to" "of course I want to" he takes his hoodie of and gets a black bag out of the cupboard and starts to put all the empty bottles in as I'm picking them all up of the table I see a picture of her and my dad I wish she had told me I wouldn't of let her get to this point especially not again I place the picture back down on the table and carry the bottles over to Noah and put them in "thanks for this help, I'm sorry about this... though I didn't know she would be in this state" "don't apologise baby it's okay honestly I'd rather help her then worry about what it looks like you should know I'd never judge you or anyone especially your mom" he kisses me and I kiss back and we get back to cleaning

We finally finished after 2 hours of straight cleaning the smell of alcohol gone the house looking cleaner then it probably has in months and my mom in bed so I don't have to worry about her for now "I'm tired" I yawn "how About we get food then head to bed" "I'm really not hungry" I lied I knew that with my mom being like this she definitely wouldn't of went grocery shopping, he opens everything and sees nothing "how about we go shopping instead" he smiles at me "uh sure" I say embarrassed "cmon don't be silly" he puts his arm around me "everyone struggles ya know" "yeh but not as much as her she's becoming an alcoholic" "she's not an alcoholic she just drinks sometimes to maybe forget all her pain" "mhm" we get in the car and head to the closest grocery store around here

"Is this all we need" "yeh" we went to checkout "cash or card sir" "card please" Noah takes out his card but I snatch it and place mine in his hand he sighs and pays with mine and we head out "why did you do that" "because you've done enough Already" "that's what I'm here for" "and a lot of others things Noah" "but this is the Main reason I wanna help out" "you've helped out enough and I'm grateful for that but I can't let you do it all" "I understand" we get in the car and we head home, we walk in hands full of groceries "oh hey guys" I see Charli i place the bags down on the kitchen island "Charli what the fuck" "what" "why didn't you tell me mom was this bad" "it's not bad" "Charli she had no groceries what have you been eating since you got here" "take out" "every night" "yeh" "that's not healthy Charli what's mom been eating" "nothing" "so you've let our mom live like this" "how can I control her Dixie!" "By telling her to stop physically stop her Charli!" "I can't stop her she's the adult" "the only adult we have left!" Noah walks in "come on guys let's push this aside your mom is the main priority right now and we will stay here until she is fully back in a good place mentally and physically so I'll go wake her and you go eat" Charli walks past me and I just stand there feeling like my legs are about to give in

Noah sits next to me on the couch "baby I'm right here okay you can let anything you want out on me later after dinner okay?" "Thank you bubs so much for all of this" I hug him and he hugs me back keeping Tight grip "go take a seat at the table"

Noah pov:
I head upstairs and walk into Heidi's room "hey heid dinner is ready" "I'm not hungry but thanks Noah" "come on miss damelio" she eventually gets up and heads downstairs I guid her to her chair and pull it out for her she sits and we all enjoy dinner talking about stuff that wasn't relevant to things going on right now that needed to be spoke about

Word count: 1389

I like this chapter but I've been thinking recently and im really not in a good place at all and im really stressing about finishing this story I have no ideas and like I said im not in a good place so I will be deleting wattpad  and probably other socials for a while just to get back on track with everything going on around me and try and help my self I promise I will be back and while I'm taking this time of I'll try think of ideas I promise I will finish this story no matter what thank you guys for being this supportive of the story and I'm so grateful for every new read I get everyday <3