wave to earth - seasons
i held a pair of high heels in my right hand and a red plastic cup in the other. drunk people stumbled out of the house, pushing past me. laughing, red cheeks, smeared lipstick, warm, holding onto each other. having someone to go back home with, while i stood out in my red dress that felt too tight and short. my mind was clouded with thoughts that no amount of alcohol could push away. maybe if i had someone, maybe if someone liked me, maybe if you were here.
i didn't know where i was as i tried locating my car. my head felt like it was about to burst and my heart pounded against my ribs, my stomach filled with knots of worry.
tears started to form, making my vision blurrier, sobs threatening to spill. i wanted to sleep forever just so i don't have to think about anything. i wanted to scream at the world for taking you away.
" just live, live life the way you want ".
your words keep repeating in my head like a record player haunting me. how do i live when my life revolved around you?
JAY'S NOTES 💭
read after you and cried my heart out so here's a chapter that reminds me of them
YOU ARE READING
POT OF POTION
Random꒰ 📑 ꒱ ·˚ ༘ i was in love with the person, i made with my potion.
