I haven't really been sleeping for a while now, and I tried to make this a recording of my daily late night adventurous adventures, but I have no idea what'll happen in that, so I dropped the idea.
BUT LISTENING TO CHASE ATLANTIC AT 2 AM IS FUN :DD
It's exactly 02:09 am rn and I have no idea what to do.
I mean, I posted the prologue of my new chanlix book and am halfway through writing a chan smut (which you'll only read if you follow my skz fanpage on Instagram), but idk what to do.
And I sure as hell am not sleepy rn
Guess I'll just make this a recording for me over days lmaooo wtf how do I change my mind so quickly I don't get it
(29 Dec, 2021, 1:38 AM)
YAY SO I TALKED TO MY HUSBAND TODAY
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I JUST HOPE HE DOESN'T THINK IM A CREEP BEC IM READY TO DEAL W KIDS BEC OF HIM AND IF YOU KNOW ME, YOU'LL KNOW THAT I DISLIKE KIDS :DD
Okay but the real deal is
THAT I WROTE A LETTER TO CHAN TO PINKVILLA JUST LIKE THAT AND THEY FUCKING ACCEPTED IT A N D POSTED IT ON THEIR WEBSITE AND INSTAGRAM A N D THE WEBSITE POST HAS 57K+ VIEWS AS OF NOW OMG
BROOOOOOO IF CHAN A C C I D E N T A L L Y SAW THAT, I'D DIE BEC IT'S TOO CHEESY
NOT JUST MY GENERAL CHEESINESS, BUT IT CONTAINS MY 3 AM CHEESINESS
OH MY GOD
Also I'm awake bec I purposefully made the strongest coffee ever and it could be called Americano but a hotter version of it (like me when I dress up nicely :D)
(31 Dec, 2021, 02:07 AM)
I mean I can't fall asleep but I sure fell in love
I talked to my crush until 2 am, even tho we had gone for a walk together already for 3 hours, and then we ended up texting for 3 hours too
She called me kitten when I called her baby 🥺🥺🥺
I'm like literally blushing red now, no joke
It's the last day of the year, and like, what's even the point anymore? Only the date is gonna change, not me yk
Tf is new year, new me? It's new year, new fuck ups
Hawww swearing very bad very bad
I'm sorry but I'm like too happy with the things that happened today, like when I was on a walk w my crush, I made her blush many times and like while my heart was internally screaming, I was all confident on face like HOW EVEN
and then, we hugged before we went home, and I became a Chad and said, "you felt warm... and I like warm things."
DUDE MY LEGS GAVE UP HALFWAY THROUGH WHILE I WAS CLIMBING THE STAIRS
So yes, my love life has finally started omg I'm so gay for her wtf
