I will be loved! (BWWM)

Chapter Four

HAPPY EASTER!!!

Danielle's prov:

I can't stand being a girl. In my opinion we have it so much worse then boys do. Boys can wear almost anything and look good. Some guys just wake up, put on clothes, walk out the door and they still look good. Maybe that's because they don't care about how they look, but for girls it's a lot different.

For instant I have been trying on different outfits for an hour now and nothing is seeming to look good on me. My clothes were all over the place and I was having a nervous break down. I felt like the the Grinch not having anything to wear to receive his awards in how the Grinch stole Christmas

"That's it I'm not going." I screamed as I fell to the floor. I pulled my knees up to me, crossed my arms over my knees, and put my head on my arms.

"Danielle your going to go and your going to look amazing. You just need to calm down and breath. Its just a date, its not like your getting married or anything." Penelope said she started to go threw my clothes.

I watched as Tabby continued to look through all of our shoes. "Exactly your too tense. A dates suppose to be fun an carefree. You don't have to freak out so much, Ben likes you for you. So stop freaking out and relax, your best friends are going to take care of you." She said to me as she continued to look threw shoes.

I knew they were right. I knew I was over thinking things but it was hard not to. I had always over analysed everything that I did or went threw. "I know I'm over thinking things guys it's just this is the first date I will be going on since me and Luke broke up. This is my I am trying to move on date. It just means a lot more then other dates would."

"Hey." Tabby said making me look up at her. "Its going to be just fine. Remember if it doesn't work out then it doesn't work out. But if it does then it does. Either way we are going to be here to support you threw it all." I smiled at her a took a deep breath.

I sighed. "Your right, I just need to breath. It's just a date with a guy." I kept taking deep breaths and repeating the words in my head. Or at least I tried to then my mind wondered to how Luke kissed me yesterday. Just thinking about the kiss got me excited. Then him telling me that I was his, god was that sexy. He's all I have been able to think about besides this date, and the two kinda go hand and hand.

"I found it!" Penelope yelled. Tabby and I both jumped from the unexpected scream that Penelope just let out. I turned to see her holding a white dress with blue, yellow and red, flowers on it, with a brown belt across the middle. I couldn't help but smile as I saw this dress. It was the perfect dress for tonight. It was fun, flirtatious, and simple. Just what I need for a first date.

"And I have found the perfect sandals to go with it." Tabby said as she held up a white pair of sandals with gems on them. "And your brown purse would go perfect with the whole outfit." (Pic on the side)

They both looked at me as if asking if I liked the outfit that they planned for me. I couldn't help but smile at how damn amazing they were. "You guys are absolutely amazing!"

"We are, but we can talk about that later, right now you need to get into the shower. You only have an hour left until Ben gets here." Tabby said as she got up off the floor and put the shoes on my bed.

Penelope put my dress on the bed, then held her hands out to me. I grabbed her hands and she helped me get up. "Come on beautiful, you go shower and we'll pick up this mess that you have made." She said to me as she pushed me into the bathroom.

I took a quick shower and shaved. Just another joy about being a girl. I walked back out in my matching white undies and bra. I looked around to see that the whole room was clean, like spotless clean. Tabby and Penelope were both sitting on Tabby's bed. "So is everything in my closet?" I asked as I slipped in my dress.