Always and Forever

twenty seven

The next day i had breakfast but i left the cafeteria because Alexia face timed me. She had a smirk on her face when i answered. I went into my room and sat on my bed.

Alexia❤️

"Good morning. How's your day?"

"Well it only just started but everything is good. How are you?"

"I'm good. Now, why?"

"Why what?"
I smiled

"Shut up. Why won't you give her a shot?"
I looked down.

"Ale. Patri is such a nice girl. She's cool and she's got a good heart. Honestly, i meant what i said. Poor girl wouldn't hurt a fly. Right now i can't. I can't because i don't want to hurt her and there's no guarantee i won't. If i hurt her it will cause problems in the team and i don't want that. I don't like Leah. I don't want Leah but i do still love her and Patri doesn't deserve that. She deserves someone who's in love with her and only her. Not a broken girl who's in love with her ex-girlfriend"

"You know. No one will hate you if you tried and it didn't work. Not even Patri. That girl would wait for you. I told you she's in love and i meant it. Love is a big thing. It makes people do things and it's making Patri wait on you. Also, you're not broken. You're far from it. Look, i won't push you but it's time to let go and let yourself heal. You deserve to be happy so let go. Even if it takes time, you'll get through this"

"I love you. I really do. I like Patri. A little bit. But Alexia i've been in love with the same girl since i was fourteen years old. Seven years. It could take me years to get over her"

"She'll wait. We will all wait"

"I'll see you soon. Yeah?"

"Yeah. I'll pick you up from the airport when you're back"

"See you then. I love you"

"Love you Sophie. Good luck"

"Thanks"
I ended the call and Beth walked in.

"Everything okay? You didn't stay downstairs for long"

"Everything is fine. Really. I was just talking to Alexia about Pat-"
I stopped myself.

"About who?"

"Patri. She's a Spanish player and-"

"Need some relationship advice?"

"Not sure why i'd want it from you but go for it"

"You need to tell me your situation first"
I sighed and sat down beside Beth.

"There's this girl. She plays for Spain and Barcelona. She's called Patri Guijarro and she likes me- Well Alexia said she's in love with me"
Beth smiled at me.

"What age is she?"

"Twenty three"
I smiled.

"Older?"

"Yeah. She's only a year and a bit older. She turned twenty three earlier this year. I turn twenty two this year"
Beth smiled at me.

"Do you like her?"

"I don't know. I really don't"

"Tell me about her"

"What do you want to know?"

"Tattoos?"

"Yeah. She's got a few on her arm"

"Favourite team?"

"Barca"

"Hair colour?"

"brown"
Beth's jaw dropped.