TW : relapsing with self harm and bulimia , talk of suicide attempts
So I've relapsed , I've been cutting more frequently, I just cant stop it's like an addiction, I just want to see more and more scars , it doesn't hurt until after , I used to cut were it just seemed like a scratch but now I'm going deeper and I fear it'll just escalate , I've become more aware of the big monster i see in the mirror and and I think I'm gonna relapse again , my cousin tried to kill herself and she is being let out of the hospital tomorrow but she doesn't know she is going to a mental hospital, she was there for almost a year and now she is going back , fear she'll lash out , it gave me a view on how others feel when you attempt suicide but the feeling of wanting to die is still there
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Dreamsmp oneshots 💕 ( On Pause )
Non-FictionThis is a oneshot book about the dreamsmp members , Currently on pause , revising
