My Poetic Escape

Oh Dear GOD, I'll always love you and I'm sorry

I'm sorry I couldn't be the picture perfect friend
It's about to have a horrible end
I'm sorry I couldn't be the best sister I could be
I can't wait to for you to see me
I'm sorry I couldn't be the daughter you dreamed
And I'm stuck in a death wish scene
I'm sorry everyday is the same
With no sign of change
I'm sorry we talked about death today
And you couldn't see mine was yesterday
And I gave in to his flirting teeth
And let him grip my life
Tear it silently
But so violently
Away from me
I'm sorry this is in everything I write
But I write it for you
Hoping you'll read it eventually
Please forgive me
Maybe we'll find each other in another life
I'll always love you
Because you were the closest thing to hope
I've ever seen
I'll ask GOD all your questions
And visit you in your sleep
And make sure that you're always safe
I'll keep a friendship from death
I'll fix my mistakes when you see me
I'll finally have my wish
You'll finally see my death was sooner
Than you expected it to be
And that I feel in love
With those beautiful teeth
Please don't hate me
Please forgive me
I'll always be with you
Even if you can't understand why
I'll always be here by your side
Oh dear GOD
I'll always love you
And I'm so so sorry
This isn't a picture perfect scene