My Poetic Escape

a.m. roller coaster

One a.m. is usually when the pain hits

Around the time my defense quits 

Everyone's asleep and quiet 

My mind finds it fun to turn violent 

Two a.m. is usually when I find out what's in Pandora's Box 

Sometimes I wish it had a better lock

The Envy, Sickness, Hate, And Disease find a home in my mind

Temporary leaving my sanity blind

Three a.m. is usually when I seek some type of support

But everyone already has an appointment with their own nighttime court

And it's not their responsibility

To take care of my mental fragility

Four a.m. is when I lock eyes with the Grim Reaper

Oh man, he's quite a keeper

He helps me relieve her death 

Takes away my breath

Five a.m. is when I comprehend

Your life may of had it's end

But the four a.m. reaper left me

More dead than our family tree

Six is a.m. is when I get a minds text

Asking me what's next

I tell it it's over 

I've beat my a.m. roller coaster