My Poetic Escape

When This All Goes To Hell

Don't blame yourself

When this all goes to hell

Because I don't think I can turn this around

Don't tell me everyone makes mistakes

Because I know that

Mine just happened be 5,719 days worth of them

Or tell me it will be okay

Because it hasn't been

From the day I lost her

And I lost my living family

With that stupid fucking accident

Or that I should toughen up

Because it takes someone tough

To get up every morning

And force that fucking smile on my face

When I can see it in their eyes

That 'god' took the wrong fucking one

But it's not your fault

I promise

And I'm not angry at you

I promise

Now you just remember

There was nothing you could do

And there was nothing you could of changed

Or I could showed

Or I could of said

To help me find hope

So don't blame yourself

When this all goes to hell

And don't shred a single tear

When it's been a year

And don't tell me you loved me

When you should of said it yesterday

Don't hold on to the memories

Just let them go

And forget who you used to know

And don't you ever blame  yourself

When this all goes to hell...