Chapter 10 ~ᗰᗩᑎᗩGEᖇ~

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Today I woke up super early to go to morning practise as I couldn't go to practice after school because... I wanted to go somewhere with Cho after school to tell her that I... have feelings for Kageyama. I don't know why I wanted to tell her after yesterday but, I had always told her about the guys I liked and I thought maybe this would bring us close together again.

God the fact that I like Kageuama is so weird it makes me want to throw up but I need to come to terms with how I feel...
Cringe!!
I've had plenty of crushes in the past but this one feels different
I don't know how to explain it
I also don't know if I should tell Cho but she is still my best friend even if she has changed
Right?

Cho Cho cheerio

Y/n
Do you want to hang out after school I need to tell you something?

Cho Cho cheerio
I have family plans sorry

Y/n
Ah okay
Do you think we could talk at lunch for a little bit?

Cho Cho cheerio
Ok

Y/n
Great I'll meet you by the benches

Ok great!
Well I guess it's a waste waking up so early since I can just go to the gym after school
I could go back to sleep
Nah I'm already up and I've not been to the gym in days
I'll go to morning practice!
But what about after school?
I could go to morning practice before and after school?
Nah that might be too annoying
Omg! I'll ask Yachi to hang out!

I got ready and ran downstairs to make lunch

Tomorrow my mom should be off work which is good since tomorrow is the weekend. Actually, I think I have my therapy session tomorrow

Hopefully my therapist will be happy with how Ive been coping
Should I tell my therapist about Kageyama?
What is there even to tell about Kageyama?
YOU LIKE HIM THAT'S WHAT THERE IS TO TELL
NO I DON'T
God I'm still In denial
And this is why I have a therapist!
Well it's not but I can also talk to my therapist about this stuff
I think
This has been a longgggg week and me and Kageyama have hardly made any progress for the project so we should probably meet up on Sunday

I put all my stuff into my bag and left the house, excited over the fact I get to walk with Kageyama. But as I walked to school I saw Kageyama and the excitement left me as self doubt clouded my head

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