𝗜𝗻 𝘄𝗵𝗶𝗰𝗵 𝗬/𝗻 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗧𝘀𝘂𝗸𝗶𝘀𝗵𝗶𝗺𝗮 𝗯𝗼𝗻𝗱 𝗼𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝘂𝗻𝗿𝗲𝗾𝘂𝗶𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 ⟹✎♧❀❥
Y/n, against her want, forms a crush on a boy because he asked her a simple question of "are you okay?". Tsukishima against his belief forms a c...
In this chapter (and the next few chapters) I will be switching between Y/n and Tsukishima's pov, I hope it doesn't get too complicated for me or you! ⚠️ALSO MENTIONS OF EATING DISORDERS PLEASE BEWARE⚠️ (I will give you a warning when Eating disorders will be spoken about)
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Y/n's pov
Walking out of Tsukishima's house felt like a blur, all that was on my mind was the argument, playing it over and over again in my head, wondering if there was anything I could have done to stop it from getting that bad. I feel so guilty.
Stupid y/n, so stupid! Why did you have to say that
I know I shouldn't have said what I said but Tsukishima and mines relationship is...complicated, we're mean to each other but not in a serious way and if I knew he would get upset over what I said I would have never of said it. It would have been weird to actually express how happy I was to spend the day with him but I would have done it...for him. I would have been terrified because what if he didn't feel the same, what if he was just asking me out of pity or because he feels like he has to.
No y/n don't be so stupid Calm down Stop overthinking Kei isn't like that, if he didn't want to hang out with you he wouldn't of asked ...and he wouldn't have gotten so mad
I was trying to snap myself out of my thoughts and just focus on the way back home. I just wanna go home. Suddenly I felt this sting in my heart and my nose starting to itch and that's when I knew I was about to cry
Dammit Y/n don't cry Don't cry.
I hate crying, my eyes go red and puffy and it makes me feel so weak, I know I'm an emotional person but crying over people and certainly a BOY just makes me feel so stupid
I can't believe that asshole has enough power to make me cry I can't believe I'm crying over someone The last person I cried over was my dad
I was wiping my tears away until I suddenly bumped into someone and fell back onto the ground
"Sorry!" I said panicking I then looked up to see who the person was and I was shocked to see that my eyes were locked with "KUROO??" I said confused
"Your crying? Why are you crying?" he said concerned as he crawled closer to me and started leaning over me
Shit
"It's hay-fever," I said with a nervous laugh as I leaned back since he was VERY close to my face
"I can tell when you're lying," he said and my eyes squinted in irritation
"No you can't," I said annoyed
"Yes I can, your eyes widen when you lie," he said and then I looked down at the position we were in I was sitting with my shoes on the floor and my knees slightly levitated with his knee right between my legs as he was practically on top of me, only inches from my face
