Chapter 37 ~ʀᴇɢʀᴇᴛ~

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Ok y/n
Time to face reality

Before he could say anything I started mouth vomiting nervously "I'm really sorry for... what I did. I should have never done it and I understand if you hate me or won't forgive me because it might have been your first kiss and then I just took that from you which is really bad but even if it wasn't your first kiss that's still bad because I shouldn't have kissed you without you wanting me too but like obviously your not going to want me to because we're just... friends"

"Y/n, calm down" Tsukishima said as he came closer to me and I took a deep breath "I'm not mad," he said and I looked up at him surprised

"You're not?" I said shocked and he shook his head "But why?" I asked confused and his cheeks went a little pink

"Do you regret it?" He asked and I looked at him nervously

I've regretted it for weeks but... that was only because I thought I had done something bad and something that made him mad. Now that I know he wasn't mad... I didn't feel regret.

As I was about to say no, I stopped myself. I remembered that he likes Yachi, something that I had forgotten because I had been so wrapped up in me and Tsukishima. When I saw him talking to Yachi I was reminded that she is the one he wants

"Well... yeah, we're friends. Friends don't kiss, it was a mistake," I said as I looked down to the ground and stepped away from him slightly

He didn't say anything for a few seconds and I looked up at him curiously, he looked away as he rubbed the back of his neck "Yeah, your right"

"Well, I'm glad you're not mad but why were you avoiding me then?" I asked confused. He looked at me and I convinced myself to keep eye contact with him

"Y/n... I never avoided you, you were the one avoiding me because you are in your head too much," he said as he laughed and poked my forehead

"Oh," I said and then groaned "IM SO STUPID! I THOUGHT THIS WHOLE TIME- but I was kind of right because you didn't want me to kiss you," I said as I went threw a few emotions

"I didn't not want you to," he said nervously and I looked at him confused

"So you did want me to?" I asked as I tried to hide a smile

What am I saying?
Stop Y/n

"No- well- Y/n let's just... forget about it, ok?" He said and I nodded my head

"Ok, but I'm still sorry," I said as I sat down on some steps outside a random gym that wasn't in use. He sat down next to me as he laughed

"Like you said, it was a mistake. Forget about it," he said and I nodded my head

"I can't believe we haven't talked to each other for weeks because we both thought we were avoiding each other," I sighed frustrated

"We really need to work on our communication," he said and I looked at him shocked and then smiled

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