Life Or Death

Pilot

I've tried to kill myself many times without anyone's knowledge, but alas it's never worked, there are also times when I should have died from things my bullies did, bad accidents and other things but again nothing worked, so I'm saying that I'm cursed.

Obviously I'm probably not cursed for real but I'm pretty sure I am sense I already know I'm quirkless as far as my old doctor told me anyway. There were a few accidents that happened while I was alone and I wrote every time I should have died down.

I was a very smart kid too.
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Age 3:
I fell down the stairs and hit the back of my neck on the edge of multiple steps, it should have severed my spine and brain stem but it didn't.

One day I fell out a tree and hit multiple branches on the way down, I landed in a weird angle on my neck and it should have broke but didn't.

I fell into the deep side of the pool and started to panic cuz I didn't know how to fully swim without my floaties yet, it took a while before anyone noticed me and when they did I was at the bottom of the pool, I had been for an hour and was "unconscious" when I should have died

Age 4:
I got hit by a car cuz the person wasn't paying attention, I flew a few feet into the air and a few more feet away from the car, I was asleep for an hour and woke up in the hospital with Mama crying saying she thought I died and the doctor said I did too and I woke up a little after they told her

I was playing on the top of the monkey bars and slipped, I fell in between the bars and hit my neck in a weird angle, again I was out for an hour and woke up to firefighters getting me down from the bars and onto a stretcher with a brace around my neck

I was playing with Kacchan in the woods, a dog came out of nowhere and attacked me whilst he ran away, the dog tore up my neck and limbs, an hour later Kacchan had came back with adults and medics that took me to the hospital, I fell asleep on the way there and woke up then got surgery

Kacchan's family and mine went on a picnic next to the creek, the wind blew something into the water so I went to grab it only to fall in and start drowning cuz I still don't know how to swim without floaties, my mama saw me and got me out tho I fell asleep for an hour again

Age 4 after pronounced quirkless:
I was playing in the snow by myself, I was on the side walk when a snowplow pushed a bunch of snow onto me, I was covered in it with only my little gloved hand sticking out, I couldn't move so I fell asleep and an hour later I awoke in the hospital

At school Kacchan got mad at me, he pushed me away whilst making a loud noise with his quirk, his hands were very close to my ears so they were ringing for a whilst then I fell asleep and awoke in the hospital again, I didn't tell on Kacchan cuz it was my fault for making him mad

In the school yard I tried to play with Kacchan but he didn't want to play with me, he pushed me and I slipped on ice then hit my head on the ground, it hurt so I took a nap just to wake up in the hospital again with mama next to me

Me and mama went ice-skating, I tried to keep up with her but I fell and spun around then slid into a wall, I took a nap cuz it hurt a bit and I woke up in the hospital, the staff remembered me too

Kacchan and his friends started picking on me, I tried to help another kid they were messing with so they beat me up, I stayed on the ground and took a nap, mama said someone saw me and called an ambulance then she came to the hospital and waited til I woke up

Age 5:
Kacchan picking on me with his friends has gotten worse, he uses me like I'm a ragdoll so I ran from all of them during school, I slipped and fell down the stairs, I couldn't feel my body so I fell asleep then woke up in the hospital like any other time

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Age 8:

I was feeling down for a few days, So I wanted to feel the rush of adrenaline, I put a bunch of rocks in my pockets then walked to a bridge that went over a river I then hopped off the side and apparently someone saw me so they called police as well as firefighters, I was asleep for a while then woke up in the hospital like normal

I climbed up a really high tree, I liked the view from the top but when I looked down I decided to let go of the branch I was holding onto and fell out the tree, I broke my arm and should have died cuz my neck broke but alas I awoke in the hospital

I saw a broken guitar on the side of the road, I went to touch one of the strings and it popped, it made a weird noise as it flew around and hit my face a few times before it wrapped itself around my neck, I blacked out from the lack of oxygen then woke up in the hospital

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Age 12:
I ran into on coming traffic and got hit by multiple cars, I woke up before getting surgery for all my broken bones and concussion

I threw myself down a few flights of stairs, my neck most likely broke so I should've died but I woke up in the hospital like normal

I tried to drown myself again but yet again someone saw me and called for help, I should've died before they arrived but I woke up in the hospital

I stole a knife from a random store and stabbed myself in the chest with it, it took a few minutes but I surely died, tho I woke up in the hospital about to have surgery done

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Age 14 now:
I've tried getting hit by cars again but it's still the end result of me waking up in the hospital

I've tried to hang myself with rope a few and it's the same, I've even used piano chord and all I got from that was waking up before surgery then waking up after it only to hear I've damaged my vocal chords even more than before

I once again broke my arm from "falling" from a tree, the fall should have killed me but I woke up in the hospital
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The only things I really got from any of this was bodily damage

Cuz of Kacchan I'm hard of hearing so I have to wear hearing aids

Cuz of things wrapping around my neck, I can't talk too much or at all, I'm obviously not allowed to yell cuz it'll hurt like a bitch, plus it'll cause more damage and I sound like two staticky demons

All the scars I have are covered by my clothes and the ones on my face are covered by concealer I got from my mom.

None of the things that have happened to me have traumatized me and I doubt anything really will, tho I'm definitely traumatized by a certain someone.

School wise, no one knows anything about me having issues, I cover my hearing aids with my hair and I don't talk to anyone either so that's a bonus, they all think I've gone mute anyway.

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