Sunghoon, the Alpha who lost his fated mate 4 years ago had gone trough several pains that caused today's character and mood. Not only the pain hurted him and made his desperately, the sudden death of the Omega-Alpha caused to turn his life and the...
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„DIE! DIE, DIE, DIE, DIE!" I panted harshly as I stood up from the cement ground. My breath was seen in the air since it was way too cold inside that cell. Blood splattered against the wall, a mix of mine and his.
Taki was sobbing upstairs with Ni-ki trying his best to take care of the sad Omega. - Jay walked towards me.
„That's enough Sunghoon. You pulled out all his nails and ripped off his ears and tail.." I just scoffed.
„That's not half of the pain he caused Sunoo..not half of the pain he caused me for taking him away in my life." My voice was stern and Heeseung jumped in, holding my sleeve. My bloodlust was insane and through our link, everyone felt it.
Everyone looked at me with.. with crazy eyes. Why.. „They look at me as If I was the monster?.."
I felt slight discomfort in my chest area and decided giving Mark one last kick before talking a seat. „Now let's start again.."
„What happened that night?"
A sly smirk appeared on his face - I want to beat the shit out of him again.
He tossed and turned, trying to sit up but Jungwon held him down with glossy eyes. The tail I ripped off laid next to me as I kept staring at it. It reminded me of my sweet Omega.. I picked it up, starring at it as I slowly ripped off the fur.
„Do you get nightmares too?" My ears twitched as I shoot up my glance towards Mark. „The nightmares that haunt you every night for years? The same, they repeat, he dies again and again? Where you know you couldn't safe him? Where you were too late? Maybe you didn't care too much?"
„What the fuck dude? Do you need your head to get ripped off?!" -I held Jay back. - „and if I do? Exactly what you described?"
Mark was clever - Sunoo always told me that - He knows more then he reveals and that fucked my mood up.
He wiggled over to me, slowly bleeding out. „He won't ever be free if you don't grief and let go. You k-" He started throwing up a mixture of blood and some flesh.
„..kn-know that..you w-wont let him go to heaven. Who's the real asshole?"
I stood up angrily and sended the others upstairs with a loud growl, not waiting any second longer. I grabbed the Omega's throat and pushed him against the bloody wall. „You may be smart but Omega's can't hide their scent."
I pushed him against the wall, making him suffocate by my own hands until I saw him. I saw Sunoo in him. My lil one, so I let go.
While letting him go, I turned around and leaned against the doorframe. „As much as I despise you, just fucking cry and get over it." I murmured under my breath, starring at the wall.
Silence filled the whole area for awhile before horrible sob's echoed trough the corridors. „You won't give me any answer I hope for so use your last breath and seconds to grief over him and watch over him.. you are his brother.." - I walked away, hearing his sobs dying down as his life slowly faded away.
I'm not sure if he would join heaven or hell - I don't think that in this world either is a good place to live in.
I walked upstairs, my pupils weee widened but instead of anger and bloodlust, I felt somewhat.. unsatisfied.
They starred at me and so I walked past them, not being able to look into their eyes. Not after what I did.
Not after I tortured that Omega, an Omega like Sunoo used to be.. an Omega that felt helpless..
Before I could just run away, run from my own fear I developed of myself, Taki stopped me. - „How much more?!"
„How much more do we have to get hurt?! How much more do we have to lose?.. Look at yourself Hyung, you lost your left eyesight.. your mind.. heart.. moral.." Taking wasn't someone who spoke his heart but he was right.
I lowered my head and my ears. „Yeah, how much longer.." I whispered back, taking heavy steps towards our house, leaving the place behind me.
The walk back was silent. Everyone was exhausted and tired, besides me. My heart never felt heavier then anything, it felt like I lost Sunoo again. „I just want one hug from him, is it too much to ask for?"
„No Hyung, the world is just especially cruel to you.." - I looked at Ni-ki who mind-linked me back and I sighed, walking faster, creating a distance from my friends and famlily.
When we entered the house, most of the pack members went to take a nap. I stayed in the kitchen, starring at the water boiling. I heard footsteps behind me. Heeseung... „Should we give up Hyung? Answer me genuinely please.."
„Yes." Heeseung sipped his water slowly, leaning back on the couch as he crossed his arms. „Even if that is the answer I would give you, I have no right when to say stop or continue when it comes to your Omega. If your heart isn't filled with happiness anymore, at least let it be filled with warmth by griefing properly, like Mark said."
I nodded, smiling as I looked down. „He would kill me if he sees me with one eye left.." I couldn't help but chuckle, hearing him scolding me from miles away. - „I just want him back."
"Will you get him back by killing yourself everyday slower and slower? We all are hurt, you must feel it the most but.. I think the road ended here for us.."
That night, all my pack members could only hear my suffocating sobs and screams. What a monster I was. What a monster I became to him.. for my little sweet monster..
