im a mess

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Its quater to 1 in the morning
Im sitting here jealous
Jealous of the ice that skaters dance on
Jealous of the candles as i too wish to burn
Jealous of the pigs being slaughtered
Jealous of the hollow bones that lie in the dirt
I want to fill myself with poison
My lungs with smoke
My brain with alcohol
My skin with scars
My stomach with emptiness
But for now i just sit here jealous
Hoping that soon i disappear

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