Seth's POV
Is she okay? What if she goes too?
It's been a couple of weeks since I last heard from Y/N. She went to the funeral for Alan, her friend. Also Kaitlyn's funeral. She hasn't been talking to any of her friends, including me and her brothers Reggie and Jake. Something isn't sitting right with me. She hasn't been posting on any of her social media and has left unopened for days.
Maybe I should go check on her?
I got up from bed and put on my shoes and headed out to my apartment door. I walked up the stairwell and walked straight to her apartment.
When I finally arrived to her apartment, all I heard was loud silence.
I knock a couple of times. Footsteps now can be heard.
The door creeks open.
Y/N then immediately closes and I then hear silent cries behind the door. It sounds like she is covering her mouth while crying... it hurts to see her in this condition.
"P-please go Seth, I don't have the time..."
"I wanted to come check in on you-"
"Seth, you're sweet and kind but please, I just need time..."
I stay quiet for a moment.
"Do you wanna talk?" I ask.
Silence is heard.
No response and I just walked away.
I understand if she needs time and all but why shut everyone out? Seth, don't be a fucking jerk. She just needs time to heal. All she needs is a break.
Y/N's POV
I walk back to my room and scream in my pillow as tears rush down my face. Mascara is rushing down my face. I got up from my bed and headed to the bathroom. Where the fuck I th Tylenol!? I look down and the bottle is on the floor. I pick it up and opened it. Popped four of those suckers into my mouth and swallowed it with water.
Why did I shut everyone out like that? I shouldn't do that, they are your friends! Your brothers are worried for you!
I lost everyone who was once my dear friend. Alan, Jacob, Johnathan, Andrew, and now KAITLYN! Who is next, I wonder who! Probably my dear boyfriend Seth, or even Reggie and Jake! I'M TIRED OF LOSING EVERYONE!! Y/N, YOU'RE ONLY LOSING YOURSELF!
Losing myself... I am losing myself... Why am I losing my self? What is going on? The only person who I knew to call was my best friend Kaitlyn, however she is now gone. Wait- then the thought came... what if I called Summer!! Summer and I use to go out for Wawa every night back in New Jersey when I was still there for college. Ever since I moved, me and her would FaceTime every night. However, she hasn't been talking to me. I should just try calling her now
Ring
Please answer...
Ring
Summer I need you.
Ring
Why aren't you answering!?
Beep
She answered.
"Y/N?"
"YES, SUMMER IT'S ME- sorry that I'm telling but I miss you.."
"Y/N, are you okay!? You sound you're crying."
"Y-yes, yes I am. I'm just not in a good state right now. Can perhaps come over maybe or stay on call with me?" I ask.
"I'm Oklahoma right now so I'll stay on call with you." Summer replied.
I took a deep breathe in.
"You know Alan and Kaitlyn right?" I ask.
"Yea why?"
"They um- they both passed away within just two weeks..."
"Wait- THEY FOUND ALAN!?"
"No... my friends and I found him... he was lying down on the ground cold and breathless... When I saw him on the ground, I immediately fell into my friend's arms and cried." I started to feel tears run down my cheek.
"Y/N- how come you didn't tell me...?"
"I didn't know how to tell you the news." I noted chocking back the tears.
"So you just didn't tell me that my best friend since kindergarten passed away!?"
"I THOUGHT YOU GOT THE NEWS!"
"YOU JERK, YOU DIDN'T TELL ME! DID YOU KILL HIM!?"
"N-no, it was... Andrew." I insisted quietly.
"A-Andrew... you mean- Andrew Allen?" Summer asks.
"Yes, I saw him there where both Johnathan and Jacob went missing..." I noted.
I hear her sniff back the tears.
"Y/N, don't talk to me. Just- don't even, I'm so done with you."
She hangs up.
"Wait no- SUMMER!"
What have I done? Why do I have to be like this? Why can't I be back in the gold days? WHY?
I just want it to go back to normal...
I bang my head agaisnt the door. This is all your fault Y/N. You're the one caused this mess. It will never be undone.
To Be Continued...
A/N
Sorry I haven't uploading much! I've working on different books and writing some ideas down. This book maybe be discontinued soon (I'm sorry) BUT, you can go check out Notion. It's a Nate Hardy x Reader btw! I love you all <33
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𝔹𝕣𝕠𝕒𝕕𝕎𝕒𝕝𝕜 |Seth B. X Reader|
Fanfiction(𝙽𝚎𝚠 𝙲𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛) Y/N moved to L. A to start a whole new life with her brother Jake Webber. When she met her brother's friends Sam, Colby, Nate, Josh, Kat, and a bunch of other people. One person caught her eye, Seth Borden. Ever since they began...
