Chapter 44

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          "Melanie

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          "Melanie...Mel stop looking at me!" I huffed in exasperation at my best friend who caught me hooking up with our Alpha last night. My ex-mate at that. I refused to talk inside the house so Melanie dragged me into the clearing for us to have this very awkward conversation. Jasper was gonna for the next four days doing another training thank Goddess or else he probably would have found out too. Mel pushed me to sit on a rock and she sat on the ground beside it and waved her hands as if motioning for me to get on with it. 

"He broke into my room last night to argue about what the council wants but then he just ended up grabbing me and kissing me. I pushed him off at first thinking it was a scheme to get me to consider trying to ask the Moon Goddess for a second chance at our bond but he said fuck all that business and he just wanted to finish what we started the other night....so we did" I covered my face to hide my blush. 

"You said it wasn't sex. I know you have zero experience so tell me what you let him do?" She asked me. Melanie is a little bit older than me but a lot more experienced than I am. She also isn't shy one bit. She talks openly about sex but I was malfucntioning at the topic.

     "Fine, I won't look at you when you tell me. I'm looking over there" she scooted her bum to face her back towards me. I chewed on my lip in thought but ultimately gave in. "A lot of making out...then hand stuff...then mouth stuff" I cringed when I heard myself say it out loud. "OH! You covered most of your bases. Damn, my baby is growing up" she whirled around and grinned like a cheshire cat at me. I tucked my head into my lap and hid some more. "Is he good? I know he is" she told me. My head shot up. 

"Wait? You hooked up with him before?" My eyes went wide at the thought. "Huh? No. I meant, I assumed he was good in bed because girls are crazy over him. I haven't touched your man. Don't worry" she mocked me. "Not my man!" I shouted for no reason at all. A bird flew out of the tree above me just to get out of this conversation.

        "Did he leave last night? He wasn't there when we woke up?" Now she was just fishing for information. "Yeah...I don't know when he left but it sorta made last night feel cheap. Like sneaking out on a one night stand or something" I shook my head at myself. "That's why you don't attach too much emotion to this. You enjoy the physical like it's a catch and release. Ya feel me?" She arched her perfectly sculpted brow at me. Of course her red heart shaped sunglasses were on her face. She loved those things. 

"Gosh, that's awful" I cringed at the idea of just getting physical with people and just moving onto the next one. That wouldn't be me. I don't know why I let Devran be the one to share that experience with me but I wouldn't be jumping into any new beds anytime soon. The next one will be the guy I actually date. Whoever that is. 

"Poor Trevor and I have had a horrible track record" I slapped my forehead when I thought about our two interrupted dates, one ending by literal fire, and then last night me hooking up with his friend instead of him. "Oh I forgot about him," she laughed. "Not funny" I kicked at her.

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