hysteria ; Mattheo Riddle

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12.24.16

She's enough for me
She's in love with me
You're a doll, you are flawless
But I just can't wait for love to
destroy us — flawless
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I didn't really spend anytime with my family. i know this probably was the one chance in awhile i would be able too. and by me not spending time with anyone is selfish of me

i can't wait for christmas break to be over. i know i waited for so long to see them. but know i was aching to get out of here

mattheo was out to kill me at any moment. i wonder why he didn't take the chance and killed me on the spot

he could have just got it over with.

and it's dangerous for me to go there, because he will be there. teddy is going with me.

scorpius is throwing the party.

it was night time, the stars peaking out of the dark blue sky, it was cold, snow covered some parts of the ground

i lit a candle, it reflected off the window, i said a spell and a black dress appeared on me. the black dress hugged me, made me feel good. powerful, beautiful.

"let's go teddy" i whispered to him. these walls are thin. i wouldn't want to wake anyone.

we a apparated in front of the malfoy manor, you could see lights flashing in the large mansion.

me and teddy walked to the front door and opening it, people were everywhere, random people. death eaters. ones that were out to get me

i took teddys hand and ran to the living room, that's where i saw all my friends, i ran to cerelia and she took me in for a warm hug.

"guys look gen is here!" i missed them, my best friends, in the back of my mind i still was worried about mattheo.

riddle.

he is a riddle.

they were sitting on the couch, away from the crowd so it would be easy for me to find them.

max and leo gave me hugs. Astoria, Elphias, and Marco all sat together. to be honest i didn't want anything to do with them...

i didn't hate them, and at times it is hard to see her with him. the whole thing is messed up because she went from one brother to the other.

marco doesn't really care though. he seems to never care about life. she wants him to. but he just doesn't. maybe she wants him to care for her. i don't know. and i have other problems to worry about

"hey girl are you okay ?" cerelia asked me, her eye brows knitting together, concern could be seen in her glossy eyes

max and leo stood on both sides of me also worried

"i just have a lot on my mind" i sighed. this was dangerous. i went on. i didn't want to make this night about me or about my problems and worries.

"where is scorpius ?"

"he's dancing, or at the bar— hey! don't try and change the subject, at the moment, and the situation your in... you are more important"

her words seemed sincere. i know she meant it. she was a great friend. but in the out of my stomach i felt bad. this night has to be fun.

"let's go get a drink and go out into the hallway and talk about what's on your mind" she said. max and leo agreed.

we walked through the crowed, my arms and legs brushing against drunks and death eaters. i only came here for my friends

"we would like party cups with vodka in them, for all 5 of us, lori" scorp said, being best friends with a future death eater is hard because of makes me even closer with the up coming dark lord.

"hey listen" lori said, grabbing all of our attention, "watch out for the riddles" she went on "i heard riddle's younger brother isn't as bad as him" so it was true that he did have a brother.

we nodded slowly, "just be careful, potter, you know what his plans are, and his wife's" she said as she filled up red party cups with the clear alcoholic drink

"i heard mattheo can't feel love just like his father. or anything else..." cerelia said, her left eye brow lifted

"oh no he can't" she laughed slightly... "do you think he actually loves her ?" she continued

"he's just like his father.— i would say more but i can't say anything bad about my lord" her bright blue eyes swallowing my soul, it confused me, she wouldn't want to go against him, but at the same time she is

i took one of the drinks "let's go" i was over her bullshit i had better things to do at the moment

mattheo knows i'm here. and this is not good.

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