hysteria ; Mattheo Riddle

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why are these the things i'm feeling that i'm feeling — can i call you tonight ?
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I was going to have to miss the party in malfoys dorm tonight.

Going to the black lake with mattheo alone was risky itself...

but this will be my chance to make a move on him.
that's what i was going there to do, my plane tonight was to seduce him.

chills ran down my back as i slid on my black lace bra, it was awfully cold in my dorm room. i was alone.
i slid on black lace underwear, then a red tank top and black a black skirt with black tights under, i slid on some flats and a black jacket, i knew it was going to be chilly
but i had to look hot unlike the weather.

i took a black blanket so i could sit on it, and so could he.

i got on of my purses and i put the already rolled blunts in there in a tiny bag. two of them. one for me and one for him. i looked around my room for one of my cheap lighters.

i found a red one under my bed "i wonder how that got there" i muttered to myself

it was five minutes after midnight, my hair was down, i decided to do nothing with it

walking the halls once again for the millionth time, i know these halls and where everything is located

i got to the black lake, the grass was was damp, i knew it was cold it my feet had touched it, i zipped up my black jacket and wrapped my arms around myself trying to keep myself warm

i never thought i would be in this type of situation. my goal when he first got here was try to avoid him as much as possible.

but now i need to be as close to him as possible. for other reasons. only to defeat him in the end.

i walked to the black lake and threw down my blanket on the ground and straighten it.

it was almost pitch black besides the full moon lighting the earths floor

the moon was always full, not always but most of the time it is. Clouds would sometimes block the lune

a light, lighted up my area.
"you look goofy right now" the guy behind me laughed, he walked closer and closer to me

then sat beside me, placing the lantern in the middle of us, i placed my purse in front of the lantern, far enough from it

"how do i look goofy riddle ?" i asked sarcastically

"all dressed up just to smoke" he chuckled

i looked him up and down, he was in black sweat pants that didn't fit him well because you could see his Calvin klein boxers, and he had a grey shirt on

"stop staring at me potter before i kill you" he hissed at me

"shit sorry" i said quickly, rose filled my cheeks. i was embarrassed.

i stared at the lake trying to
calm myself down, i could feel his cold stare

"this is all wrong" i mumbled to myself, my hands covered my face, i leaned into my legs.

this is all wrong, bad thoughts fill my brain

he's your professor that's just wrong in general

he's voldemort's son.

your risking your life being out here

no one should ever fall in love with someone who doesn't love them back, and is only using them for themselves. it's selfish.

i am selfish.

hot tears pricked my eyes, but i fought them back and took deep breaths

i sat back up and opened my purse took them out of the bag i put them in

"here" i said blankly. wiping and emotions off my face. handing him the blunt, and the lighter

he lit his blunt and began to smoke it, i watched him once again.

he leaned back and closed his eyes, letting the euphoria take over his body, the blunt still between his lips, he blew the smoke through out his nose

he took his finger tips and took the blunt out of his lips

he looked back at me. we stayed like that for a bit.

"your my professor we should not being doing this" i said quietly

"shut up" he hissed at me then went on "i'm only 22 your 18, only 4 years apart, plus we went to school together at one point" he added all of that on.

he had a point

it's almost like he wasn't even my professor

i sighed.

and started to smoke too, i laid back on the ground and watched the stars and moon

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