hysteria ; Mattheo Riddle

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(i deleted a few chapters and decided to rewrite because i forgot what happened, nd i want this story to last awhile)

"i've been loosing friends and finding peace and honestly that sounds like a fair trade to me" — drake 

march. 1st. 17
wednesday

Laying in bed as i watch the sun rise through my blinds, my body burying itself within the sheets and blankets.

i had a dream, the devil was in it, mattheo.

he's so unbelievably beautiful.

his alluring energy pulling me in

it was torture acting like everything was fine when it wasn't

he has been distant, not making eye contact, haven't gotten detention, nothing... nothing at all

walking to class the one i had with gavin and vincella. i had most classes with them.

i wanted something out of mattheo today. he has been acting like i'm dead. not even there. a ghost.

it's been pissing me off.

i sat in class listening to him talk, his voice is so charming and calm, it did make me listen and focus

  every time i raised my hand he wouldn't even acknowledge i was there.

tapping my foot with my arms crossed over my chest, giving him the dirtiest look i could possibly.

i feel something hit my back, i turn around and look on the floor. picking up the balled up tiny piece of paper, my eyes traveled to the pair of siblings that were laughing

gavin and vincella

rolling my eyes and turning around, mattheo was standing right in front of my desk. his body pressed against my desk.

my eyes slowly made there way up his body meeting his dead empty gaze.

my heart sped up, my fleshy palms started to sweat as me and him remained eye contact.

something in my heart felt warm, and happy, that me and him finally had met each others gaze after a whole month

i hadn't noticed the smile on my face until he said "wipe that smile off your face" he scowled, he held out his palm. i assumed it was for the paper the two threw at me

i put it in his cold palm, still not taking my eyes away from his, the coldness of his skin sent chills down my spine.

i liked that i was touching him. even though i shouldn't. maybe it was the need for lust. but i don't need him for that.

my lips pressed together holding back the smile.

he took his hand away from mine and walked his body back to his desk as he began to talk about the lesson again, throwing the paper away

i kept my eyes glued to him the whole time, hoping he would meet my needing gaze that called out for him

but he didn't meet my gaze. not for the rest of class. once class was dismissed i stayed behind. i closed and locked the door.

mattheo sat back in his chair, his face un readable and blank. i turned around and leaned against the locked door

"may i help you Ms. Potter ?" he asked me, raising his eye brows

i began to speak "listen ma—" he cut me off "it's Riddle to you" he hissed, i gulped, pushing away the fear.

"listen... Riddle... whatever is going on between us needs to stop" i said quietly, from across the room to him

he smiled, "there is nothing between us" he tilted his head to the side a bit, scanning my body up and down

i huffed and stormed over to him, slamming both of my hands on his desk. looking him dead in his eyes, i brought one of my hands up nd snatched his tie pulling him close to me.

he still kept his smile, his eyes glowing with lust.

i tried to hold myself back, my chest heaving up and down rapidly, u could hear both of our breaths, i could feel his minty breath against my face, my eyes went from his lips to his eyes darting bath and fourth

i couldn't hold myself back any longer.

i collided my lips with his, they were warm and soft, my heart sped up, like it was running to jump and leap into him, i pulled him closer by his tie.

we moved our lips in sync, i could tell he wanted me and i knew i wanted him even though i shouldn't want him, and he knew that he shouldn't want me.

he pulled away

our breathing started to slow. he smiled and moved close to me backing me up against a random desk,
i didn't break eye contact with him

both of his hands held onto my hips, no space between us as our lips collided softly

one of his hands traveled down as his other hand held onto me tightly, both of my hands cuffed his cheeks as we continued to make out

i pushed him away from me. shaking my head.

he smirked. "i knew you couldn't resist me Ms. Potter" scoffing, walking past him and unlocking the door as i continued to my next class.

***

we were eating dinner in the great hall, me and cerelia were playing footsies under the table, laughing and enjoying our time together

until my eyes locked with his, which was a mood killer.

cerelia kicked me hard in my ankle, giving me a distasteful look.

looking back at her with an dis-pleasing stare

i thought about telling her what happened between me and him earlier but i choked my words back.

i couldn't stop thinking about me and mattheos kiss earlier. it was stuck in my mind like glue

i felt his eyes glued to me the whole time i was in the great hall.

A/N— i'm back. srry tht it is not long